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Written By Reigna

Dec. 31, 2017, 7:49 p.m.(11/16/1007 AR)

I pick up my pen and I find... I have lost my words.

I feel hollowed out and empty and I cannot find my words. I cannot expunge this feeling in the sweep of black ink on a crisp page.

I am lost.

Written By Amarantha

Dec. 31, 2017, 7:31 p.m.(11/16/1007 AR)

Relationship Note on Lucita

By gloom, I fear I've lost my way.
Who will sing me thro' the grey--?
Oh! Muse, if you I might persuade
--pray, lend me but a verse to aid

Written By Darrow

Dec. 31, 2017, 7:28 p.m.(11/16/1007 AR)

One thing I need to find - where is the link of these ships?

Written By Olivia

Dec. 31, 2017, 7 p.m.(11/16/1007 AR)

Aislin... where have they taken you?

First cousin Killian and now my big sister, it seems the world conspires against happiness for the Ashfords of late. For her and the family's sake, I am trying to be strong, though in truth I find myself frequently on the verge of tears, constantly teetering at the point of breakdown. Harlan, I wish you were here. Must I face this all alone, along with all our other family business?

Written By Khanne

Dec. 31, 2017, 6:54 p.m.(11/16/1007 AR)

Time is so fleeting. Our lives keep us so very busy all too often. We are never guaranteed another tomorrow... so live for today.

And do me a favor.... let those you care about know beyond a shadow of a doubt just how much they mean to you.

Grasp the now and fulfill the dreams in your hearts. Do what you can to ensure that if you are blessed to live for thousands of tomorrows, you do not look back and wonder what could have been so many yesterdays ago. Give it your all.... everything that you do.

Written By Khanne

Dec. 31, 2017, 6:47 p.m.(11/16/1007 AR)

Back to back to back... journeys to seek truths, to arm myself and others with knowledge.

Some promising....

Some just a nightmare. Did we get the warning in time?

I know this journal is rather disjointed... but sometimes, that is how life seems.

One final note. Aislin, wherever you may be... hold onto your strength. Hold onto who you are. There are many of us who are determined to find you... I am but one. And I am stubborn....

Written By Valery

Dec. 31, 2017, 6:07 p.m.(11/16/1007 AR)

Now that things are a bit more settled, I think it'll be easier...

Written By Alexis

Dec. 31, 2017, 5:48 p.m.(11/16/1007 AR)

Relationship Note on Joslyn

Faced a rather embarrassing defeat at the hands of Lady Joslyn at the arena. Turns out, if your opponent isn't wearing any armour at all, they won't get winded near as fast. And Lady Joslyn has defeated demons with those little needles of hers.

The Rose of Stonewood has Thorns. And on that night I found myself pricked over and over.


Well fought, Lady Joslyn.

Written By Alexis

Dec. 31, 2017, 5:46 p.m.(11/16/1007 AR)

Relationship Note on Aislin

We met a few times, and we spoke of Lady Niamh most, when we did met.

Lady Aislin Ashford was as kind and generous a soul as you could ever hope for, and I pray to the gods that her journey this time is not yet at an end. That the Queen is not yet taking her to the Wheel. That she'll return to us with ever more amazing tales.


Be safe, Lady Aislin. Whereever you may be.

Written By Kael

Dec. 31, 2017, 5:44 p.m.(11/16/1007 AR)

Relationship Note on Veronica

Welcome to Arx, Lady Veronica Keaton.

I do not know you well, but you are blood and you are kin. So too are you the sword of Oakhaven. Now, more than ever, we need you in our midst.

There are a great many things to catch you up on. Indeed, welcome.

Written By Laric

Dec. 31, 2017, 5:29 p.m.(11/16/1007 AR)

Relationship Note on Shard

If necessary. The vast majority of those prodigals interviewed by the Inquisition recently were in and out within twenty minutes, as most were able to prove they were, in fact, citizens quickly and painlessly. I will not insult your intelligence by insinuating that should alleviate the general discomfort that comes with being escorted to the House of Questions, only to illustrate these interviews only became grueling interrogations when the culprits were found.

There are circumstances that make it unlikely we would have to resort to such a strategy in your example that I believe you are aware of, but that would be splitting hairs.

The Inquisition has plans to ensure it will not be necessary in the future, but that is all I will write on the matter tonight.

Written By Margot

Dec. 31, 2017, 5:10 p.m.(11/16/1007 AR)

Now that I own my own body again, it is time to put back on the armour and pick up the axe.

Written By Shard

Dec. 31, 2017, 5:05 p.m.(11/16/1007 AR)

Relationship Note on Laric

So, in essence, when the Horned One's people kill someone in the city, prodigals from forest or Northern tribes can expect the same.

Written By Joscelin

Dec. 31, 2017, 4:57 p.m.(11/16/1007 AR)

When I worry, I work. Which, as most know, I work all the time. That would lead many to believe I spend a lot of my time not working, worrying.

They aren't wrong.

Most of my finer works are products of abject anxiety. You should have seen the pieces I made when Ianthe first left when she was barely the age of majority, or my first jewelry pieces were to combat the fears of my childhood, when my father was deployed for combat along with my aunt.

So I expect, in the days, weeks, months to come, I'll make fantastic pieces and no way to preserve them. To create and make in the face of all this chaos and fear, the war sitting on the horizon like a carrion eater waiting for the end, feels rather fitting for me. I wish I could do more for the city, and the people. In fact, anyone reading this has ideas about that, please let me know. I'd rather not sit on the walls fretting while others die for the safety of those I care for, or myself.

Written By Laric

Dec. 31, 2017, 4:53 p.m.(11/16/1007 AR)

There is a reason the Inquisition has maintained the Sentinel's faceless visor as its insignia centuries after its secularization. Justice, by Their standard, is not subjective. Its ideal is without expression, neither friendly nor wrathful. Justice, along with truth, is often harsh, unyielding and uncomfortable. It can be upsetting. Anyone in this world is capable of anything, no matter what face they wear. This is a fact I demand my Inquisitors and Confessors keep in mind in the course of their work. That is the ideal the Inquisition I lead strives to embody. When the Inquisition launches an official inquest, it is rarely to 'prove' a theory, guilt or innocence. It is to learn the truth and act upon it, which I must reiterate, is often harsh and uncomfortable.

To those prodigals who feel unfairly and personally impacted by the recent shakedown, you have my personal and sincere apologies for that, and that alone. The Inquisition did what was necessary to root out the Compact's enemies. Killian Ashford and Zhayla of Old Oak were not the only casualties. The number of murders they are responsible for are numbered in the dozens, not single digits, and they had grave potential for causing further anarchy. Now their 'king' moves against the Compact openly and it is all the more imperative Arx is free of those beholden to him.

Written By Shard

Dec. 31, 2017, 3:46 p.m.(11/16/1007 AR)

There's...something to be said about a speech about how becoming a prodigal is a sacred tradition and how the Inquisition won't look kindly on those who mistreat prodigals for no reason right after they themselves have gone tearing throw the city's prodigal population with the help of the Iron Guard and some mercenaries, hauling off former islanders for questioning simply for being former islanders.

If the only reason you need to do that is 'a Herald has Abandoned cult members', are we supposed to feel fucking comforted? Maybe we can feel as comforted as we do valued for the fact that we're called prodigals in the first place.

Written By Luis

Dec. 31, 2017, 3:37 p.m.(11/16/1007 AR)

Relationship Note on Ariella

Ah, dark haired twin, you are back and there is no end to your tales of adventure. I do believe there will be several late nights of simply hearing all that has gone on in your absence, though I am quite pleased with your ready willingness to help us properly plan for... events as it were at our dear sister's coming wedding and reception. The committee for shenanigans has been growing rapidly and I know you will be welcomed with your brilliant bawdiness and wit.

Written By Luis

Dec. 31, 2017, 3:26 p.m.(11/16/1007 AR)

With the arrival of more family, I find myself more deeply intrigued by the current events within the city. It would seem that there is a draw to bring those who were away back to Arx, and those whom we have trusted to guide us for so long are slowly disappearing, or are drawn away to circumstances outside of the city. Each event on its own is not something to be alarmed about, but there are patterns, patterns in the greater picture and these must be examined for their significance.

Written By Madeleine

Dec. 31, 2017, 3:18 p.m.(11/16/1007 AR)

Many have heard the stories and dreadful news of the ships and storms that ravage our seas. I will not mince words nor try to honey-coat the truth. We are at war with our enemy, an ancient king of old who sold his soul for power and betrayed all life; not just humanity but the children of the sea and the creatures which swim in her. Even now he attacks us, and he attacks the Goddess Mangata who, through her deep love and sacrifice, holds her enemies at bay to stem the tide of their attacks. Without her ceaseless vigil, we would be long since wiped away by the beast of the depths.

Now it is our turn - let us be the lighthouse which will guide the ships away from the rocky shores. Let us be the ray of light that pierces the storm. Let us the guiding star to light our way home. Offer your prayer, your love, your light. Let our tears be the clensing rain. Let our voices be the winds which clear the storm from the sky. From the holy halls of Sanctum to the good folk of the Mourning Isles who dwell close to the Goddess forevermore - let your voices and prayers raise. Write your words on the sand so they may be taken into the sea. Speak your words on the wind so they may be carried by the breeze. Sing your songs, lift up your hearts, and unite as one - for not every man or woman can sail the seas nor carry a spear or sword; but every man, woman, child, and creature of the world can offer prayer and love. When the ships sail to fight our foes, you can send your prayer with them and strengthen the Goddess with our support. Give what help you can with your body, lend what help you can with your spirit. Peace and love be with you all, knowing our Goddess gives her freely.

Written By Aerandir

Dec. 31, 2017, 1:30 p.m.(11/15/1007 AR)

Standing atop a nameless hill and looking out over the pathway that leads along the Grey River, my thoughts turn to pondering how much of the land is covered by road. What worlds are to be seen beyond the southern reaches? To which ones might I travel, and will I find any peace in them? And indeed, is there any wisdom in the attempt? Such questions are not easily answered. What right have I to ask them?

I watch caravans roll down the roads towards destinations old and new, deepening the tracks that connect one life to another. The very existence of these roads is what bridges the lives of strangers, and connects one human to another. Too well-acquainted am I in recent memory with the dangers that lurk in the regions that lie beyond the sight of the roads, and too frequently do such dangers dare to make an appearance upon them. These days I am turning my blade to protecting these caravans against those dangers, rather than becoming that danger myself - would that I could say I was never such a danger, but there is folly to be found in reckless youth. But the past is written, and it is as enduring and unchangeable as the Mourning Isles that I have left in my wake, in the east.

The afternoon rests heavy on my shoulders, and the heat of the sun slips in through my gear and hardens the leather soles of my boots as I tread them to the ground. The birds of the coast burst from the tops of the trees like the memories of autumn. Far above the clouds, the great birds from the mountains circle in preparation for the intensifying winter. For now, the leaves are scarce and trees barren and summer is long gone and vacant, the land showing no hurried signs of moving forth into what shall undoubtedly be an even darker season. And I remain restless; unable to put my feet to any trod of the earth and let them hold there. The sun is disorientating whenever it does make its appearance, and beneath its blurry gaze the paths that lie before me are unclear.

Today I do not pledge Steadfast to the caravan I see pass beneath me from the hill. I could not bear the company.

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