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Written By Rayne

April 18, 2020, 8:01 p.m.(2/20/1013 AR)

My time in Arx has been precious. I have learned so much, and even joined the Iron Guard like cousin Michael;but, alas, it's time for me to return home. Pridehall needs me...or maybe I need Pridehall. No matter, be it one or the other; the truth is: I'm feeling slightly homesick. Perhaps I'll change my mind and come back to the city again one day. But, for now, this is goodbye Arx!

Written By Skaldia

April 18, 2020, 6:35 p.m.(2/20/1013 AR)

Well, I did it. I worked up my nerve and went to another gathering. There were so many people. But it was a delightful bonfire and I felt as though I was deep in the woods, which was balm for the mind. It was certainly outside my comfort zone, but I am glad I went. And I met several friendly types as well.

Written By Nina

April 18, 2020, 6:28 p.m.(2/20/1013 AR)

Busy busy busy!

Party planning, and play planning, and commissioning new gowns!

But I suppose one can't complain about a schedule that's busy full of new ways to have fun!

Tomorrow another performance! And then I must catch up on my songwriting...

Written By Domonico

April 18, 2020, 4:55 p.m.(2/20/1013 AR)

Count Domonico Magnotta.

It sounds strange to have this title and this new responsibility. I will my best to do my duty to Malvici, Magnotta and the people of the Cyrto Isles.

Written By Rosalind

April 18, 2020, 4:34 p.m.(2/20/1013 AR)

I missed the big fire last night?! What! That's what happens when youre out camping... yes. I said camping!

Written By Rosalind

April 18, 2020, 4:32 p.m.(2/20/1013 AR)

Went to the wedding reception of Jules and Svana this week. It was so fun and lots of drinks! I hope all receptions are like that!

Written By Svana

April 18, 2020, 4:16 p.m.(2/20/1013 AR)

I have the strangest homesickness for Bonespire more than ever right now. People say that I'm a fool since it's 'uninhabitable' up there, but the Stahlben clan and plenty of other families lived in Everwinter for years and years. We, as people, adapt - and so do I - but I struggle with the City somedays more than others. Right now I must wonder if my children will ever know a properly cold winter or if they all will ever know is the City.

I might be homesick because I miss my parents. They are not here to tell me what to do with a child. I know I have many other friends who have had children and are more than willing to offer their advice, but it's not the same. I had to grow up at a hard age, but I still wish I could hug my mother one last time and tell her I'm sorry for being a shit daughter, and ask her what I'm supposed to do. I wish my father was here so that he could give me advice and meet Jules. His blessing we would not easily get but he always knew once I had my mind set to something, I did not give up.

But as we common folk say, wish in one hand, shit in the other and see which one fills first.

My spirits are lifted, however, due to the arrival of Lady Poppy Stahlben in the city! She is closest to my age of the Stahlben children. She and I spent hours making little straw dolls and mudpies, doing all kinds of things that got us into heaps of trouble. It's hard to say who was the instigator. Regardless, my friend is home, and whether or not I am a member of House Stahlben, I always say and mean that she and Lady Volcica will always be my ladies. It was nice to see them at the bonfire last night hosted by Mother Bear Drea.

Written By Mihaly

April 18, 2020, 12:22 p.m.(2/19/1013 AR)

I was told recently that I might of earned the respect of one who is hard to impress. Harder still hear it outloud. I wasn't aware of this until someone else informed me of the difficultly that involves.

I'm unsure of what I did to earn such praise besides being honest. Still, I enjoyed the talk. That person knows who they are.

Written By Aedric

April 18, 2020, 11:20 a.m.(2/19/1013 AR)

Relationship Note on Kedehern

Yes, Baron Norwood. Forgive a tired mind.

As an addendum, the Baroness Blackshore also extended an offer to assist in the endeavor. How this skipped my mind I attribute to the same fatigue responsible for the above inaccuracy. The mathematically and scientifically inclined will be as necessary to the project as loggers and drudges.

Written By Belladonna

April 18, 2020, 7:16 a.m.(2/19/1013 AR)

Some stars burn brighter than others.

Whenever I meet with Lady Alessia, however briefly, I am reminded of the meaning of the word Peer. If only we could all be as precious.

Written By Belladonna

April 18, 2020, 7:12 a.m.(2/19/1013 AR)

Relationship Note on Allegra

My dear sister Allegra is a reminder of the ideals of our House. She has rebuilt herself from the ashes of the war claimed our father, Duke Piero Pravus, something I could never claim to have done. Allegra honed her tools and willed herself forward to become one of the sharpest women I know.

I wish to anyone that does not have a blood sibling bold enough to speak to them frankly that they find the second best thing and cling to them. Being around one's betters lights a fire within, and only family can truly bring happiness. Riches and power are never the aim in the face of blood, and that perspective is invaluable.

Written By Marian

April 18, 2020, 6:04 a.m.(2/19/1013 AR)

Always be a student of life. Never assume there is nothing more that you can not learn. Whenever you think you may have reached your peak, find a new horizon to chase.

Written By Shard

April 18, 2020, 5:23 a.m.(2/19/1013 AR)

My parents saved me, but she saved me too. She ran all night. Kept crossing streams to try to cover her trail. Carried me the whole way, the whole way, while I cried and cried. Right through until dawn, until the smoke from the cooking fires of her tribe were rising up in front of us and one of the camp guards tried to help her and even then, she refused to let me go.

I remember that. I remember the empty pyre they made for my parents, the feathers she burned for them. I remember her wiping my tears and telling me that the ravens would find where my parents had fallen and guide their souls to a place that was always summer, and where there were no monsters. I remember her saying that all of them, the whole tribe, would be my family. They would protect me. She told me that I wouldn't be alone.

Her name was Mashti. I hope it still is. I hope she's still out there.

Written By Beatrice

April 18, 2020, 1:38 a.m.(2/18/1013 AR)

Relationship Note on Drea

The Redrain opened their Spirit Grove for company and celebration this evening. It was an unfamiliar place; a fairy wonderland. I saw no bears, and this was disappointing, but the many other creatures on two legs and four were welcome company. Northern hospitality is a balm during sad days. In this, too, does Gild's spirit shine.

Written By Tanith

April 17, 2020, 9:03 p.m.(2/18/1013 AR)

Relationship Note on Sydney

She wants my cake recipe. She can have it the next time she knocks me out.

Which will probably be whenever we meet in the ring again. I have no illusions. None.

Written By Tython

April 17, 2020, 7:52 p.m.(2/18/1013 AR)

Just returned home, Arx, it's a lot like I remembered it. Figured it'd be winter when I get back and during a week of straight snow. The family seems like it's doing good, I mean there's new ships for the trading, new buildings for the orphans and for the family members, but I can't help but feel the cullers don't have the clout they should. I see other folks wandering the lowers talking down on us, oh they do it all innocent-like but, it's a reminder to me that my family should be more respected than we are.

Written By Esme

April 17, 2020, 4:50 p.m.(2/18/1013 AR)

For many years. MANY YEARS I moved away from Lycene fashion. It's not that I don't find it wonderful, but it's just not the best type for horse back riding. Now I'm looking at the gowns that I have collected since moving to Arx. A lot of the fabric barely there or hints and cuts that show the flesh. I'm caught by the fact that I had to move to Arx to start dressing more Lycene.

Written By Kedehern

April 17, 2020, 2:06 p.m.(2/17/1013 AR)

Relationship Note on Aedric

Surely, you mean Baron Clement, not Lord.

Written By Dio

April 17, 2020, 1:44 p.m.(2/17/1013 AR)

Relationship Note on Mabelle

Some people deny the power of beauty, influence and allure in favor of raw force. Some people are fools.

Written By Svana

April 17, 2020, 12:55 p.m.(2/17/1013 AR)

My husband and I finally officially celebrated our wedding with our friends and family. To those who will read this, I do thank you for showing up. It was a better night than I could have predicted. I had the most fun I've had in some time - and without you all there helping to celebrate, it wouldn't have been the same.

I met a few new faces, and was humbled by some of those who showed up. Lady Mikani and Lord Rysen have been far too generous to us in gifting us a house, as well as presenting me with a gorgeous pair of star iron earrings with a Northern triskelion design - and a beautiful ring for Jules.

To hear so many people say that Jules has picked correctly in me gives me a great source of pride, but also scares me. It is clear to me at least that there are many who love Jules, and if I should hurt him, I will get my ass beat. Vice versa for him, I should expect. There are far too many who are kind in saying that I have been the best thing he has brought to House Crovane though; I have not yet begun to prove my worth to the House. Let me do that first, then you decide.

New beginnings. Always new beginnings.

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