Written By Aurora
June 25, 2017, 8:49 p.m.(9/21/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Rook
Written By Aurora
June 25, 2017, 8:46 p.m.(9/21/1006 AR)
Written By Octavia
June 25, 2017, 8:39 p.m.(9/21/1006 AR)
To the people who grumble that Thrax should pay: We did, in blood, in numbers I still find difficult to comprehend. This is Arx's wall, not Thrax's wall. Unless you really want a gaping hole in the city, perhaps whine a bit less.
Written By Cicero
June 25, 2017, 8:34 p.m.(9/21/1006 AR)
Distant but never forgot.
A joyous return.
Written By Jhond
June 25, 2017, 8:30 p.m.(9/21/1006 AR)
Written By Jhond
June 25, 2017, 8:29 p.m.(9/21/1006 AR)
Written By Skye
June 25, 2017, 8:28 p.m.(9/21/1006 AR)
I hope this letter makes her hands and you are alive and well. Please know that I've settled into Navegant's manor. Count Turo Navegant was kind enough to accept me into his household. I am settling in and getting acquainted with my cousins.
-Lady Skye Blackshore
Written By Gawain
June 25, 2017, 8:25 p.m.(9/21/1006 AR)
Written By Larissa
June 25, 2017, 8:23 p.m.(9/21/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Eirene
Written By Larissa
June 25, 2017, 8:18 p.m.(9/21/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Anze
Written By Barric
June 25, 2017, 8:18 p.m.(9/21/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Valencia
Written By Barric
June 25, 2017, 8:15 p.m.(9/21/1006 AR)
Written By Belladonna
June 25, 2017, 8:14 p.m.(9/21/1006 AR)
Written By Joslyn
June 25, 2017, 8:14 p.m.(9/21/1006 AR)
I have a rather unique perspective on what love is and what love really means. I am not alone in this view, but it remains rather unconventional. It was something that was learned through all of my experiences with my first love. Lady Juliet Fidante. She taught me to love unconditionally, and to love many. I have been fortunate to have had many loves in my life, and with many more hopeful years before me, I look forward to having many more. I have dealt with a terrible loss at her death, and so one would be forgiven for expecting that I've not taken any new loves since that dreadful day, and I would forgive them for being so mistaken.
There have been many that have successfully managed to wrangle a place of affection in my heart, and a handful that I have fallen quite hard in love for. This entry is... while I won't be giving any names out (at least not yet, it may soon become obvious who I'm talking about to any that know me), specifically about how unexpected certain things in my life can be. There can come a person that comes into your life in the most unexpected of ways. You meet them and, they manage to touch something deep within you, and you find yourself resistant to what those feelings draw forth.
You know, I'm not sure why I fought those feelings at first. I suppose I worried that she would be bad for me, that I would not want what she had to offer. Was it because the wounds from my loss were so fresh? I suspect that may have had something to do with it. I had lost so much in these last few weeks, women that I loved even aside from my beloved Juliet. I was afraid to let this new person into my fold... and yet I found myself with her. She offered not only tenderness, but resolve and strength. In time, I found that I looked forward to receiving her missives, that hardly a day went by that I didn't hope to hear from her in some way, and all this time I still worried that I was not worthy, and yet... here we are.
There are others, and... I loved them unabashedly, shamelessly and fully. The loves I have in my life today... I will not compare them to the loves that came before, because it is unfair to them all. It sells them all short and quite frankly, there is no such thing as a love that is greater or less than any others. They are all worthy and all that I would spend my life with if I could. They are each and every one of them, my greatest loves. It is how I learned to express myself, and I just find myself hoping that... if Juliet could see me now, that she would be happy that even in light of all the pain that I have felt and still feel, that I've found this measure of happiness. That I've found people that I can confide and embrace, share a love and in those moments in the dead of night, find a joy and comfort in their arms.
Loss is a terrible thing, and it's not something that I would wish upon anybody, but for all those that have lost those that they love and care for, I'm certain that your loves would wish for you to find that happiness, to find that measure of satisfaction in a life that goes on without them. I urge you to find it. Whether that be in the arms of another, or some other measure of happiness, try to find it, please. For your own sake, because wallowing in sorrow did nothing for me, and breathing and finding my own happiness and life once more was like seeing color brought back to the world, and sometimes you'll find what brings that back to you where you least expect it.
Thank you, my love, for being the perfect compliment to my everything. I pray we have a long and prosperous future together.
Written By Antonio
June 25, 2017, 8:10 p.m.(9/21/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Valencia
Written By Skye
June 25, 2017, 8:08 p.m.(9/21/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Halsim
Written By Antonio
June 25, 2017, 8:06 p.m.(9/21/1006 AR)
Written By Nicia
June 25, 2017, 7:53 p.m.(9/21/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Katarina
Written By Rook
June 25, 2017, 7:39 p.m.(9/21/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Edain
Written By Rook
June 25, 2017, 7:38 p.m.(9/21/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Katarina
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