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Written By Agatha

March 19, 2018, 2:48 p.m.(5/21/1008 AR)

Relationship Note on Thena

Then GoTo is is! Good to have, all that stuff, Go to in times of trouble... Goto!

No, still no big letters, but look! The ! It is everywhere!

Written By Reigna

March 19, 2018, 2:48 p.m.(5/21/1008 AR)

Relationship Note on Nemo

I am not sure who you are, Goodwoman Nemo, and as such I am fairly certain you do not know who I am. But to cast out with spite, laying out baseless (Because again, you do not know me) accusations that I am getting emotional for no reason or attempting to degrade Master Voss just because he is not of the same social class I am? That is untrue. I'm upset because of his attitude, which was rude, arrogant, and demanding. That has nothing to do with his class, but rather with his character.

Written By Rymarr

March 19, 2018, 2:44 p.m.(5/21/1008 AR)

All of this kerfuffle about command, leadership, accountability, and all the rest.

I'll just keep protecting this gate and minding my own business. It requires a lot less mental gymnastics.

Constant Vigilance.

Written By Marian

March 19, 2018, 2:35 p.m.(5/21/1008 AR)

Relationship Note on Lark

Princess Lark Grayson, High Lady of the Crownlands,

Please accept my apologies for publicly stating that Prince Ainsley Grayson, Paladin of the Sword, gave his brother, Prince Aiden Grayson, the mantle to lead so he could seek personal glory in the battlefield. This is not what happened. Now that others have kindly reached out and corrected my initial impression, I feel the need to set the story straight. This was not an arbitrary decision to abandon his command. He labored deeply, seeking the advice from others, including Marquis Mydas Acheron. He tallied his strengths and shortfalls. He reflected on where best his skills might be served.

He made a choice to protect another rather than take a command that he was not comfortable with. He put aside his pride and with humility asked his brother to take his place, because he felt he was needed on the field. He knew his brother would do a better job in command. It takes someone with extraordinary self-awareness to recognize when they are not the best man for the job. Thank you for placing your trust in Prince Aiden Grayson. That trust was well served. My only regret is that I was not more accessible before the battle to help you on your journey of self-awareness.

House Redrain looks forward to future opportunities to join forces with House Grayson in defense of the Compact. I look forward to a continued partnership with both Princess Reese Grayson and Prince Aiden Grayson. And when our strongest foes attack our greatest assets on the field, I am comforted in knowing that Prince Ainsley Grayson is there to defend those in need.

Princess Marian Redrain
Warchief and Sword of Farhaven

Written By Thena

March 19, 2018, 2:34 p.m.(5/21/1008 AR)

Relationship Note on Agatha

It wouldn’t get you in trouble, Princess Bear. I just think it’s funny.

But I put much more value in ‘good to have on our side’. Thank you for that.

Written By Serafine

March 19, 2018, 2:29 p.m.(5/21/1008 AR)

I expect emotional responses to one's integrity being questioned. That's rather normal.

What's funny, however, is an outright example of jealousy made painfully clear in the middle of a fucking war. We don't have time to question everything in hindsight, we don't have the luxury to wonder, in the heat of battle, hmm, if I do this, will everyone question me over it? Maybe I shouldn't. Maybe I should just sit here and let someone else sort it out.

No. You react. It's what you do when you fight, when you defend, when there's a weapon in your hand and you see comrades fall or the defenseless attacked. You react.

In my opinion, and as a soldier, not a noblewoman, the only time I will ever question the actions of a fellow fighter in the midst of a gods-damned conflict, is if they're running -off- the battlefield. Or whining -on- it.


Written By Thena

March 19, 2018, 2:29 p.m.(5/21/1008 AR)

Relationship Note on Nemo

I see you have done your research.

You can call me an attack dog. I was with Countess Reigna and her crew when the demon and wave of undead came for them. I will readily, and admittedly with some relish, attack anyone who questions her accounting.

Written By Agatha

March 19, 2018, 2:27 p.m.(5/21/1008 AR)

Relationship Note on Thena

It would probably get me in trouble if I were to call you a silk. Can I just call you good to have on our side in times of trouble?

Gotohoositot for short?

No, no big letters today scholar. They will come back, though. It's not okay yet, but it will be okay again for many of us. And we just have to help the people it won't be okay for for a while.

Written By Nemo

March 19, 2018, 2:25 p.m.(5/21/1008 AR)

Relationship Note on Thena

But you aren't a noble. Nor did I name you, specifically. In fact, your journals do not read quite so emotionally as another's. Looking at yours again, I see you write "I can only say what I saw..." So there's that.

I could accuse you of being a Godsworn attack dog for nobles too afraid to sully their own public image, though. Note, could.

I am not, nor do I believe it.

It would be hilarious though if a third-party then started to question the validity of such an accusation, and ask that factual evidence be provided so as to stop the unsavory members of our society from dragging another person's name through the mud, only for yet another person or persons to jump in and start muddying the waters further.

Mood lightened, yet?

Written By Thena

March 19, 2018, 2:15 p.m.(5/21/1008 AR)

Relationship Note on Nemo

So far I’m seeing the truthful accountings being dismissed because they do not fit the desired narrative.

Please call me a silk. I need something to lighten my mood.

Written By Jacque

March 19, 2018, 2:10 p.m.(5/21/1008 AR)

The war isn't over.

Don't try to pretend it is, because it isn't.

We are the victors of a costly, and I daresay pyrrhic battle, and that means nothing in the long run.

Those that are responsible, or not, for actions which led to the burning of Stormwall will answer for it in the final sum of their deeds. We don't need to rehash them now, although I understand these are important topics of discussion. So as to not repeat mistakes again.

Princess Marian used the tools she had to defeat an enemy that simply would not give up. That did not respond to our efficient and incisive defense with nothing except savagery.

All I know is that the war showed to me the points in which I am weakest as a ruler of people, as a leader of armies, and I will seek to correct those so as to not repeat my mistakes. I've begun studying again, and I hope to have experienced tutors to bestow their wisdom in tactics and strategy upon me. Or just a game of stones, that works, too.

We are fallible beings and make mistakes, sometimes, these mistakes cost lives. I would have done many things differently, but you can't turn back time.

What we can do is learn from it.

Written By Nemo

March 19, 2018, 2:07 p.m.(5/21/1008 AR)

What's this? Nobles getting their nice silken underthings in a twist because a commoner has asked for a truthful accounting of what has occurred so that all who read the back-and-forth in the Whites can instead be settled rather than allowed to continue to blow up and alter perceptions of this or that individual.

Hardly surprising.

Remember, kiddies, when faced with difficult questions, or questions at all, really! React with lots and lots of emotion. And, if you can, put down your questioner by reminding them of their place. Their small, lowly, meager place.

Written By Reigna

March 19, 2018, 1:54 p.m.(5/21/1008 AR)

Relationship Note on Derovai

Who is complaining about what now? Gods and monsters, were you even there, Voss? No. You were not. And yet you fancy yourself an expert, or that you are owed some sort of answer? What makes you think you know *anything* about what transpired in that place? You hear words from other people's perspectives and you feel justified in demanding an accounting of each decision made? Would you like me to offer you a treatise on my decision to place a black band on the woman whose guts are split open or a red band on another whose foot is in four pieces? Shall I submit my technique on bone sawing as I separate an 18 year old lad from his leg from the knee down because his shin bone is exposed and blackened from fire? We have *just* returned from war. Have you been to war, Master Voss? Have you been in situations in which thousands of lives rest on your choice? There is a time and place for holding an accounting and while we are still fighting monsters and horrors to the South, when our losses are not fully tallied, you think it appropriate to take such a tone? To *demand* your answers?

Respect, Master Voss. This is something that is earned, not demanded. It is given when earned and this attitude of yours is not the kind to earn it. Those who were put in charge have been trained to make these decisions. They were placed in charge because they earned the responsibility of leadership. That does not make them infallible. But it *should* make them deserving of a modicum of respect and give them the right, when upon their return home, heads heavy, weary beyond the telling of it, they are entreated to share their stories with respect. Not demands from a man who thinks he is the smartest person in the room and has not the wisdom to mind his tongue.

Written By Mydas

March 19, 2018, 1:24 p.m.(5/21/1008 AR)

Relationship Note on Aiden

When the enemy was pressing in, when the battlefield became even more chaotic, when the decisions became harder to make, Prince Aiden stood fast and provided essential insight whenever myself or Princess Marian would lapse. We not only worked together, we did so well, with the rare implicit trust and understanding that war and battle provides.

Prince Aiden, some have complained about your role in the battle. Know that those who were there know better. Know that what you did at Stormwall, few could have achieved. Know that I and all those who survived the battle and saw it become a victory thank you.

Whether born from experience or natural talent, you showed Grayson would stand with its allies, and do so honorably.

Written By Lianne

March 19, 2018, 1:06 p.m.(5/21/1008 AR)

Relationship Note on Venturo

Such a strange and delightful distraction to undertake significant business agreements while waiting for assurances that my family and friends and home and Compact are safe from yet another unthinkable threat. The news which trickles up from Setarco has been intermittently troubling, to put it politely.

I have been glad for Master Venturo Thayne who has been kind enough to offer my restless energy some focus in aiding with the establishment Raconteur Brewing Company, who has been bold enough to accept my continued patronage. May what has begun as chance and comfort bloom into a bright future for the storyteller and brewer. May the capital soon know the warmth of his stories and the brilliance of his craft.

Written By Thena

March 19, 2018, 1:06 p.m.(5/21/1008 AR)

Relationship Note on Derovai

You seemed to imply that he was not protecting the Mercies and other healers. He was. If that was not your intent, I apologize for misinterpreting.

That’s all I have to say in the matter. I’ve told you before, I don’t dig.

Written By Mae

March 19, 2018, 1 p.m.(5/21/1008 AR)

Now, I know that I don't have all the facts, but this isn't my Bulletin. So who needs all the facts? I can just read and guess. And from what it sounds like...

Did Prince Aiden really do that bad a job commanding? I thought Princess Reese made him one of the commanders in the Grayson army. Was that a big mistake?

Written By Derovai

March 19, 2018, 12:59 p.m.(5/21/1008 AR)

Relationship Note on Thena

I guess the question to ask then, Thena, is whether His Highness' actions were warranted to the extent that he left command (which Marquis Acheron assures us they were), and whether, indeed, those actions were necessary. What required impact did he make? That, I think, is the fulcrum on which this matter can be rested. If indeed he did not make an impact that any others would not have made, then I must ask whether his actions were really the best course and the best usage of his abilities.

Let's get a factual account of the whole of the matter and see whether his role was critical to the extent that others could not have done the same. That's all I ask.

Written By Gwenna

March 19, 2018, 12:58 p.m.(5/21/1008 AR)

Thank you.

The words seem pale and inefficient in reply to the aide and the efforts offered by so many for Stormwall. Not only those of our House and fealty, but throughout the Compact. To say I am grateful does not aptly convey my overwhelming feelings of gratitude to more people than I will be able to properly name, but I will try to at least note some.

His Grace, Prince Darren, and Princess Consort Donella, who went to Farhaven to prepare so, so much for the eventual arrival of the evacuees. That it also ensured the safety of a future heir to House Redrain no doubt put many a mind to rest. Your trust, too, in me to attempt to lead such an effort is humbling.

Our Warchief and Sword, Princess Marian Redrain, who was tireless in her planning and detailed work for the battle that threatened Stormwall. I do not think she slept. Whether outlining a plan of action, offering experienced advice, or even taking time to instruct anyone who asked, she is everything one might hope for in a leader. I am awed by her sheer inexhaustible abilities.

Princess Ann Redrain, who also tirelessly sought out support for the planned evacuation. I received missives each day offering help thanks to her amazing efforts to prepare and back-up prepare for so many possibilities. From healers to finances to census, I doubt we would have been able to save so many of Stormwalls people without her. Master Seymour Oak's plans along with Princess Ann's proved to be valuable beyond silver, the impact of this surely softened by his brilliance with economics and trade.

Marquis Cirroch Sanna, Dame Thena and the Knights of Solace for the organization of the protection details for the evacuees and those of us with them. To send such skilled soldiers to ensure the safe passage of so many while the world may have seemed about to crumble behind them is something I, personally, will never forget. Nor, I suspect, will those people who left so much behind to take the journey. It made leaving a bit easier on all of our hearts.

Duke Asger Crovane's preparations and instructions before and upon our arrival in Stormwall truly meant the difference between life and death for so many of his people. The inspired yet firm voice of their Duke surely lead those who might have otherwise stayed, to see reason to leave.

The Countess Reigna Keaton and the Lady Margerie Keaton. Words almost fail me in regard to their selfless offers to help in this endeavor. Having had the chance to speak personally with the Countess and Guildmaster, I am still awed by her graciousness, even more so as she remained in Stormwall to organize and heal. Lady Margerie's skills as both a negotiator as well as diplomat similarly helped to save many lives, swaying those who may not have left to do so.

My brother, Prince Artur, and the Lords Sigurd and Brogan Nightgold. My heart swells thinking of each of you and how you made sure we were off safely, even though you were not all able to travel with us. As well, you all made sure /I/ felt alright and it gave me a courage I am not sure I would have otherwise had.

Blessed Roran, Archlector of Lagoma, and Blessed Aleksei, Archlector of Skald, for trusting me to carry one of the thirteen lamps from the Rite. I wish I could explain how inspired I was by the event and how the lamp reminded me to trust in something greater. I carry it still, a reminder that there is always hope.

Those of Redrain fealty that Princess Marian already mentioned, our Shamans, House Grayson, House Valardin, The Faith, Templars, Knights of Solace, I thank you sincerely and with all of my heart.

If I have not mentioned someone or ones, please forgive me and do not think it a slight by any means. There is still war on the seas and people to settle. Collecting my thoughts has been difficult, the losses heavy on my heart, but I wished to pen something to the whites before another set of the sun. Your contributions and inspiration will not be forgotten by me.

Written By Thena

March 19, 2018, 12:52 p.m.(5/21/1008 AR)

Relationship Note on Derovai

I can only say what I saw.

The demon that took Lady Eirlys' life, and its minions, were heading for the healers while they were trying to send the wounded down the passes. Prince Ainsley, and many others, fought and defeated that demon.

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