Written By Cambria
Jan. 13, 2019, 2 a.m.(5/8/1010 AR)
Written By Draven
Jan. 13, 2019, 1:57 a.m.(5/8/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Kaldur
I don't know lots about politics. I don't know lots about being Compacty. I know I don't trust people with Fluff. And that all of this... Will make it lots harder to trust Fluffy people. Especially the ones who didn't care to apologize for their mistake. Or the ones who didn't seem to care that their mistake cost the lives of my friends.
Maybe it wasn't avoidable. Maybe you couldn't do better. Because you're humans too. I don't know. But it makes it lots harder when all you are doing is defending yourself, and not taking responsibility. It seems dishonest.
It's going to take lots for me to be more ready to trust people with Fluff because of this stupid, stupid road. I want to. I want to trust you all. But it's hard. Everytime I look at you people, I see the people who killed my friends.
Written By Cambria
Jan. 13, 2019, 1:48 a.m.(5/8/1010 AR)
Written By Harper
Jan. 12, 2019, 11:55 p.m.(5/7/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Mydas
It's all a jumble and mish mash. But one thing's for damned sure. I'm going to miss you. You're one of the ones I actually respected. I'm getting damned tired of losing people I respect.
I hope your next turn on the wheel's a real good one. You deserve it.
Written By Gianna
Jan. 12, 2019, 11:42 p.m.(5/7/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Sorina
Anyone interested in Sorina's lovely work ought to head down to the Golden Spindle.
Written By Evonleigh
Jan. 12, 2019, 11:31 p.m.(5/7/1010 AR)
Written By Morrighan
Jan. 12, 2019, 9:42 p.m.(5/7/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Mydas
You can't-
Written By Helena
Jan. 12, 2019, 9:15 p.m.(5/7/1010 AR)
To hear the words just sketched on a piece of paper, flat and inanimate, come to life with voices of their own -- it's something quite beautiful and inspiring, a new experience to wonder at.
Despite the compliments from my friend, I will not be the one to sing it aloud, should it see the light of day, but I know it will be well received when he does.
Written By Sparte
Jan. 12, 2019, 8:43 p.m.(5/7/1010 AR)
I still feel fear for what may come next. There has been tragedy, but I know I am not alone in sensing this could grow into yet a larger one. I cannot guide the actions that will follow. I am just one man. Not a particularly favored one at present either, despite my own intent in the actions that led me where I currently stand seeking a penance.
In the end I think intent grants some insight into what a person was attempting to do. It helps someone understand - for those who want to - why they did what they did. Yet it does not right wrongs, and it does not change tomorrow.
Nor do the whites.
Written By Kenna
Jan. 12, 2019, 8:11 p.m.(5/7/1010 AR)
Written By Cambria
Jan. 12, 2019, 8:05 p.m.(5/7/1010 AR)
Written By Isobella
Jan. 12, 2019, 7:47 p.m.(5/7/1010 AR)
These sentiments seem to swirl about the city like the chirping of so many locusts, a refrain of blame.
Within the Lyceum, amidst the silk and the flowers, one will find a notable number of mirrors in our designs, in our homes. Reflective jewelry, mirror-hilted blades, both ornamental and otherwise. So perhaps we see ourselves more often, more clearly. Ours is a pragmatism famed; it is interesting to note the things which make us who we are, and possibly how we are.
This is our war. These were our choices, these are our repercussions. Find the blame in a mirror, and face the problem head-on.
Written By Isobella
Jan. 12, 2019, 7:36 p.m.(5/7/1010 AR)
I find myself straddling the line, now. Surely I was born a Velenosa, which carries with it a modicum of power; those who wax philosophical and doubt the nature of a name have clearly never witnessed firsthand all that can come of a name's utterance even in the dark. But having now been appointed as a Voice, to speak with an authority that is no longer simply implied, I carry a weight that is not aptly described as responsibility but as expectation.
Will I thrive? Will I succeed? Will I succumb? And who will cheer or weep for me if I do?
Written By Kaldur
Jan. 12, 2019, 7:23 p.m.(5/7/1010 AR)
No. It is because I received a Vision of Ruin.
I was praying at the Shrine of Mangata when I was struck by a Vision of Ruin. Capital 'V' and capital 'R.' While I can state definitively that it was not Mangata who visited this Vision upon me, it is no less faithfully delivered.
I do not know what to make of what I Saw, but if the Road has taught me anything, it is that I am not alone and together one or more of you can help me make sense of it.
Written By Kaldur
Jan. 12, 2019, 7:21 p.m.(5/7/1010 AR)
I'm certainly not here to weep over events (I have) or crow over the Great Road (I have not) or defend it - I think it needs no rhetorical defense - but to put my voice and thoughts down as the one uniquely at the center of it.
There is a sense out there that this road happened suddenly. I can assure you that it did not. It was the work of countless days and nights stretching back before I even began formally seeking support. There are plenty of cockamamie ideas that have passed through this noggin of mine and I assure you, as many as I have, only some stick. Only some ring through me like the vibrations of a perfectly struck note. The Great Road was one such idea. It is a resonance that feels nearly divine, though I can claim no great Vision visited upon me by Jayus or any other deity. It was the idea of one man who saw something that could be and set out to do it.
I am a young man, but I have learned in my short years to listen and pay attention to these ideas when they cannot be shaken. Usually they are important in some way.
Countless meetings, countless missives, countless pages, barrels of ink, calluses grown, eyes ruined, voices talked rough, arguments, agreements. There is nothing sudden or haphazard about any of this - that events have spiralled wildly and bloodily out of control all at once has little to do with the care and caution brought to the effort and is, in fact, in spite of that care and caution. Could things have been done differently, or better? I hope to all the gods, yes. Otherwise we are truly doomed because there is nothing left to do - we are all the best we can be - and this is sadly it. However, I will not stand by for anyone suggesting that the effort was rushed. It was not.
I greatly appreciate Princess Tikva's staunch oppostion and even moreso, her support, however grudgingly it was offered. Because - for all of you who decry the effort now as avoidable, not one of you reached out to me. Princess Tikva's words and warnings helped. It is difficult to imagine how, but this could have gone much worse and it would have without her. The point of the Compact is that our whole is greater than the sum of its parts. The point of the Great Road is to connect us. For any who saw the trouble coming and didn't speak up or didn't do anything about it, well, next time, take the risk, whatever that might mean. Lives depend on it. We are all, for good and ill, in this together.
To any who used this to sow chaos and make profit, I curse you with every fiber of my being and hope you reap a bitter harvest that gives you no peace until you return to the Wheel.
To any who lost dear ones, you have my condolences.
To those lost who I never knew, I am sorry we never learned your stories.
A road is both an invitation and a promise. It is an invitation to step out into the world and a promise that there is something at the end worth seeing.
And I promise you all, the end is worth seeing.
Written By Shard
Jan. 12, 2019, 7:20 p.m.(5/7/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Reigna
But it's not...all that way. I've learned things, incredibly important things to me, that I never would have. I don't starve. I could sit around and grow fat if it weren't for my work, if I wanted to. I don't freeze (but your summers are still miserable). I've seen things I never imagined. I worry less about someone coming along to murder me in my bed. I /have/ a bed (I don't know if I prefer it or not).
I don't know where my people are. I'm pretty sure they're far, far away from the Compact now. And I can't speak for them, and won't. But if they could keep living as they do--with changes, I know, but we always have to change our paths and our trails eventually--if they could still be themselves, if they could still keep to the North, and if they could forgive...then maybe. Maybe someday.
Written By Soren
Jan. 12, 2019, 7:18 p.m.(5/7/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Reigna
Look. I think you're alright. Good people. Worth listening to when it comes to healing.
But you need to stop commenting on shit you don't have much experience on. Don't presume you know others are better off just because how you live is the only life experience you have. And I kinda doubt you're gonna give up your cushy life to experience otherwise.
My advice is to quit while ahead. Shard's got her experience, you got yours. I don't suggest debating on which is right or wrong. You ain't gonna get a good answer.
Written By Edward
Jan. 12, 2019, 6:55 p.m.(5/7/1010 AR)
Written By Draven
Jan. 12, 2019, 6:48 p.m.(5/7/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Shard
Written By Jasher
Jan. 12, 2019, 6:31 p.m.(5/7/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Ysbail
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