Written By Samantha
Sept. 27, 2016, 2:19 p.m.(9/9/1004 AR)
Relationship Note on Viktarkim
In my heart, I know that he does not deserve to be blamed for what has happened to me. But it's hard for me to look at him, see those tattoos, the shape of his face, and not recall the horror of what I have known. It is not his fault. He deserves to be treated as an individual, worthy of judgment by virtue of his own accomplishments and failures. And so that is what I shall try to do.
Written By Samantha
Sept. 27, 2016, 1:54 p.m.(9/9/1004 AR)
Relationship Note on Gareth
I confess to being uncertain as to how to sum up my feelings regarding Prince Gareth. We are both survivors of shav atrocities, even if he wears his trauma on the outside as mine is hidden within. He is eloquent and witty and intelligent, all features I appreciate. I could even call him handsome despite the scar. But he carries his pain like he himself is a walking wound, and like any animal in pain, lashes out at others. Not to mention his vocation is appalling. And yet...I think he is lonely. If I continue to maintain a presence in his company, I may enjoy myself, but must remember at the end of everything, who and what he is.
Written By Viktarkim
Sept. 27, 2016, 1:31 p.m.(9/9/1004 AR)
Relationship Note on Samantha
Marquessa, Deepwood vassal to Grayson. Beautiful, elegant woman who was very polite and inclusive of me in her conversation.
Written By Viktarkim
Sept. 27, 2016, 1:29 p.m.(9/9/1004 AR)
Relationship Note on Aislin
Lady Ashford seems likable enough. Met her in the Grayson Gardens. No particular opinion of her as yet.
Written By Viktarkim
Sept. 27, 2016, 1:27 p.m.(9/9/1004 AR)
Relationship Note on Freja
Redrain Princess, didn't much care for how her brother Fergus was being so unfriendly. Don't really know her yet but I am curious about her.
Written By Viktarkim
Sept. 27, 2016, 1:24 p.m.(9/9/1004 AR)
Relationship Note on Fergus
Redrain Prince, serious fighter and crusty son of a bitch. Doesn't like me because of what I am, even though his House is full of Shavs.
Written By Viktarkim
Sept. 27, 2016, 1:22 p.m.(9/9/1004 AR)
Relationship Note on Victus
Thrax Lord, loathed me as soon as he laid eyes on me. Fugly bastard. I'll keep an eye on him when he's around.
Written By Viktarkim
Sept. 27, 2016, 1:13 p.m.(9/9/1004 AR)
Relationship Note on Gareth
Inquisitor Prince for House Grayson is an insightful man. I think I rather like him, even if he probably thinks I'm a cockroach.
Written By Joscelin
Sept. 27, 2016, 1:02 p.m.(9/9/1004 AR)
Relationship Note on Viktarkim
It's amazing how quickly he caught on when I tried to explain what I meant by 'the cut of a man's jib'. Either he's faking his lack of fluency just to watch me flail around explaining slang, or he is the -slowest- learner of languages I have ever met.
Written By Cicero
Sept. 27, 2016, 8:54 a.m.(9/9/1004 AR)
Walking through the grounds
A Whispered invitation
Promise to be kept
A Whispered invitation
Promise to be kept
Written By Cara
Sept. 27, 2016, 1:30 a.m.(9/8/1004 AR)
Relationship Note on Sylvie
Lady Sylphie is the soul of composure in a difficult time, which is always a boon to those who are struggling. She has a great deal on her plate these days; hopefully, it shall all come right with time.
Written By Joscelin
Sept. 27, 2016, 1:27 a.m.(9/8/1004 AR)
I dreamt of Keno last night. I haven't done that in years. I haven't seen him in years.
I wish he'd leave me alone.
I wish he'd leave me alone.
Written By Valkieri
Sept. 27, 2016, 12:26 a.m.(9/8/1004 AR)
I am desperately angry and insatiably restless. I want to fight or fuck, and neither seem readily available enough. I cannot sit still, and I certainly cannot talk philosophy in between a man dripping in friendliness and a woman whose gaze seems to be eagerly stripping me of my clothing. Gods, I do wish she had followed me. I'm in a dark enough mood to sink even as far as the Burroughs if it meant relief.
*released black journal as stipulated by the will of the deceased*
*released black journal as stipulated by the will of the deceased*
Written By Valkieri
Sept. 27, 2016, 12:23 a.m.(9/8/1004 AR)
Relationship Note on Talen
I would very much like to do something violent to this man. I am not sure whether that involves a fist in his face or bending him over a fence.
*released black journal as stipulated by the will of the deceased*
*released black journal as stipulated by the will of the deceased*
Written By Joscelin
Sept. 26, 2016, 4:27 p.m.(9/7/1004 AR)
Relationship Note on Ianthe
Ianthe is back! I haven't seen her in ages and she is.. she...
She couldn't have picked a better time to wander back into my life, is all.
She couldn't have picked a better time to wander back into my life, is all.
Written By Samantha
Sept. 26, 2016, 1:07 p.m.(9/6/1004 AR)
Relationship Note on Silas
I remember him, in those days after what happened. We were both little, and he was always trying to find ways to make me smile without making me feel as if what happened was something to be dismissed. Silas has a sense of daring to him that reminds me that risks are worth taking. I hope he has occasion to rise. He deserves it.
Written By Samantha
Sept. 26, 2016, 11:43 a.m.(9/6/1004 AR)
Relationship Note on Barric
For as long as I can remember, Barric has wanted to be a hero. Like his cousin Dawn, he was frequently around in my early years under Duke Gabriel's roof and one of a small group of us who maintained friendships as children. He was practically the Duke's shadow back then. I haven't seen much of him in the past few years as our obligations have taken us on different paths.
Written By Samantha
Sept. 26, 2016, 11:14 a.m.(9/6/1004 AR)
My recent arrival in Arx seems to be of a modest success. My previous speeches in the Assembly have succeeded in carrying some weight, but there is so much that needs addressing, so much to fix if you will, that sometimes it feels like I'm the man in that story about pushing a boulder up a hill, only for it to tumble down again just as he's almost at the top, forever and ever into eternity. Can I do this? I must do this.
I am intrigued by the proposal offered by Lord Prospero regarding educating the kingdom's most poor youth, and found Lady Ashford to be most eloquent in her own support of such a venture. However, there's a number of factors to consider. I rather think that the idea of an informed populace is one that most nobles will be frightened of, however we all seem to share the belief that an informed populace is one that will prove loyal, and be good for the greater economics of our land. Establishing a custom of apprenticeships is an excellent idea, but we need to take it one step further. Great minds and talent are not the exclusive purview of the aristocracy, and when found among the lower classes, must be cultivated for the greater good of all. Is the key to this including them in the established sanctums of education, where they would intermix with those of higher station, or should new institutions be established? Would electing the former policy help to breach the divide of consideration between the classes, or cause resentment in both?
I feel as if I am but dipping my toe in a great ocean of problems that need to be addressed, that have gone unspoken in this society. There is only one of me. And I only have so much time in this life.
I think I will attempt to spend more time in the company of Lady Ashford.
I am intrigued by the proposal offered by Lord Prospero regarding educating the kingdom's most poor youth, and found Lady Ashford to be most eloquent in her own support of such a venture. However, there's a number of factors to consider. I rather think that the idea of an informed populace is one that most nobles will be frightened of, however we all seem to share the belief that an informed populace is one that will prove loyal, and be good for the greater economics of our land. Establishing a custom of apprenticeships is an excellent idea, but we need to take it one step further. Great minds and talent are not the exclusive purview of the aristocracy, and when found among the lower classes, must be cultivated for the greater good of all. Is the key to this including them in the established sanctums of education, where they would intermix with those of higher station, or should new institutions be established? Would electing the former policy help to breach the divide of consideration between the classes, or cause resentment in both?
I feel as if I am but dipping my toe in a great ocean of problems that need to be addressed, that have gone unspoken in this society. There is only one of me. And I only have so much time in this life.
I think I will attempt to spend more time in the company of Lady Ashford.
Written By Esera
Sept. 26, 2016, 10:44 a.m.(9/6/1004 AR)
Relationship Note on Darren
Prince Darren, High Lord of the Redrain, is not like other men of the North. I am sure he is brave, and bold, as they are. I am sure he is fierce. But the man I have come to know has learned to temper his passions -- to control them. I wonder if that is only what he has allowed me to see? My friend, we are bonded by will. We will stand united.
Written By Prospero
Sept. 26, 2016, 5:50 a.m.(9/5/1004 AR)
Relationship Note on Cara
She seems quite clever and pleasant, if a little sad. I have no doubt the Princess Jaenelle will run into her and correct the sadness in some way.
Poor dear, she was ducked on to aiding the cause of the orphans too. It happens when you associate with the bleeding hearts.
Poor dear, she was ducked on to aiding the cause of the orphans too. It happens when you associate with the bleeding hearts.
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