Written By Rymarr
Aug. 13, 2017, 10:46 p.m.(1/8/1007 AR)
It's unfortunate that I couldn't participate in the Tournament of Roses. While I had made plans to participate in both the joust and the melee, I lost myself in prayers. Next time I'll have someone follow me about with a bell and when the time for the events approaches, I'll have them ring it in my ear. With vigor.
Written By Gaston
Aug. 13, 2017, 10:38 p.m.(1/8/1007 AR)
It seems I did well in the Melee. I was at first worried I would show poorly, and be one of the first out, or worse... Well.
But no, I made it to the last four standing, and was sent out by the eventual winner of the Tournament as a whole, Prince Talen.
I /would/ wonder if that would make Arn less merciless in his training regimens, but I suspect not.
But no, I made it to the last four standing, and was sent out by the eventual winner of the Tournament as a whole, Prince Talen.
I /would/ wonder if that would make Arn less merciless in his training regimens, but I suspect not.
Written By Eilonwy
Aug. 13, 2017, 10:35 p.m.(1/8/1007 AR)
Relationship Note on Aodhan
Lord Crovane. A brave and wonderful man. I am so privileged to be at your side. You give me strength to brave the woods.
Written By Leta
Aug. 13, 2017, 10:27 p.m.(1/7/1007 AR)
I held on to the end of the Grand Melee at the Tournament until it was down to me and Prince Talen. To tell the truth that was a lot of luck. I almost had it, though. Prince Talen had a break and a drink of wine before we fought, and I reckon that made all the difference, but in the end he fought better and laid me out in the field. I think it was pretty close, though. Also, I knocked a good few fighters better than me out of the running, so that has to be worth something and I can't complain, other than this hurts a whole lot and I shan't get out of bed for a whole week if I can help it.
Written By Khanne
Aug. 13, 2017, 10:23 p.m.(1/7/1007 AR)
This past week was the best I have had in a very long time. I attended the tourneys, both of which were thrilling, exhilerating to watch! Though, I must admit, I was a bit concerned about some of the competitors today. Thank all that is Blessed that there were so many healers available to help the fallen combatants! I fear some would have fared far, far worse without the hard work and dedication of all of them, Mercy and non-Mercy alike. I truly enjoyed the joust though! There is just something about watching the lances break and shatter. I can't explain why I enjoy it so, but I do. I was able to let loose and truly just, enjoy myself, letting go of some of the weight that has born down on my shoulders as of late.
AND! I have met so many amazing people! Captains and Admiral Generals, Ladies and Lords, Princesses... and the Count and Countess Keaton. They are truly lovely people who have invited me into their home for conversation. Reigna is the epitome of the gracious hostess. Let me tell you, if ever I feel the need to be all fancy and stuff, I am taking lessons from her. They have made me feel so welcomed. Yesterday... or was it the day before? Was filled with smiles and thought provoking conversations. I find myself looking forward to further gatherings for more of such.
Oh, and, I invited the King to dinner with the Redrain fealty... Thankfully Darren is on board with that. Maybe I should seek those lessons sooner rather than later.... And, I invited someone to brunch... and I was invited to share a drink, which I am also greatly looking forward to.
A good week, yes. A good week indeed.
AND! I have met so many amazing people! Captains and Admiral Generals, Ladies and Lords, Princesses... and the Count and Countess Keaton. They are truly lovely people who have invited me into their home for conversation. Reigna is the epitome of the gracious hostess. Let me tell you, if ever I feel the need to be all fancy and stuff, I am taking lessons from her. They have made me feel so welcomed. Yesterday... or was it the day before? Was filled with smiles and thought provoking conversations. I find myself looking forward to further gatherings for more of such.
Oh, and, I invited the King to dinner with the Redrain fealty... Thankfully Darren is on board with that. Maybe I should seek those lessons sooner rather than later.... And, I invited someone to brunch... and I was invited to share a drink, which I am also greatly looking forward to.
A good week, yes. A good week indeed.
Written By Agnarr
Aug. 13, 2017, 10:21 p.m.(1/7/1007 AR)
Could have been worse. Time for bed rest. Rather have a king's boon, but what can one do?
Written By Edain
Aug. 13, 2017, 10:19 p.m.(1/7/1007 AR)
Oh by the gods, the Grand Melee was a hell of a thing. I have many thoughts and emotions about Prince Talen and High Lord Victus claiming the titles of champion.
But for now, I think I am going to drink.
But for now, I think I am going to drink.
Written By Calaudrin
Aug. 13, 2017, 10:15 p.m.(1/7/1007 AR)
Relationship Note on Orazio
I was unsure the day that I introduced myself to Orazio exactly what would happen. It's been my experience not to trust most people to make decisions that I would consider 'right'. But I find myself developing an increasing level of respect for the Legate. He's a steadfast man and one that I'm coming to trust deeply.
Written By Thena
Aug. 13, 2017, 10:10 p.m.(1/7/1007 AR)
Next time everyone decides to have a grand old time stabbing each other for fun? Remember those of us who drag your battered bleeding asses back from the brink. It's not fun for us. It's our job. Even if it isn't.
Written By Khanne
Aug. 13, 2017, 10:08 p.m.(1/7/1007 AR)
A new year has come. Yes, I know I am a few days late. I spent the first day of 1007 much like any other; a lot of meditation and some personal soul searching.
What will the new year bring? It is anyone's guess. I made a commitment to myself with my birthday, past a few months ago. I am truly trying to stick to them, even if some of my goals have proven to be.... impossible, it seems. Heartbreakingly impossible. Still, I carry on. There is no use letting myself fall when I find a bump in the road. If I trip, I must dust myself off and continue on. Though, I would much rather leap over the bumps...
Living alone in the mountains for so long, and being here now for about a year and a half... gives a bit of a strange perspective, looking back. When I first arrived, the chaos, the crowded feeling, was overwhelming. First, I tried to adapt, to fit in, but much of the time, I felt as if it were a fake portrayal of myself. Then, life... well, I had many dark days. Many. Dark. Days. Many evenings spent in sorrow of lost loved ones; friends, family, lovers. It was... rough.. coming out of that darkness. Just so much happened all at one time, I thought it all might consume me. But, i had to stay strong enough to fulfill my duties, and that kept me going. I came out the other side, and really, I feel more true to myself than I did a year ago. I smile, I laugh, but I let some of the emotion of me show too. Not.. for long, perhaps. But there are glimpses to be seen.
I have learned a lot this past year. I have learned to love... and learned the loss of love. I have held on to hope when all seemed lost, and learned that it will see me through, somehow. I have learned that it is okay to ask for help at times. I have also learned that far too many people cannot be relied on, so even if you ask for help, have a back up plan. I have learned that people -will- let you down, horribly and painfully. I am not perfect, this I have always known. I have let people down too. I have learned that it is possible to make amends for those times, but sometimes, you have to swallow your pride to do so. I have learned that being alone in the city is not at all like being alone in the mountains. It is a much more empty feeling here. But, adjusting with that knowledge, I have also learned that it is possible to not feel so alone, if you take a few steps out and meet people you have not known before. I have learned that, wherever you might imagine yourself a year from now, however you imagine yourself... You might be incredibly wrong, but that you might find yourself in the best place you could be.
Yes, yes. I know I am writing far too much... Probably the most revealing I have ever been in a white journal... I will stop the retrospective, and write a new journal about the week that I have had, instead of the year.
Happy New Year to all of Arx and our allies everywhere! And to those who live on in my memory and not within my reach... I love you, and miss you, always.
What will the new year bring? It is anyone's guess. I made a commitment to myself with my birthday, past a few months ago. I am truly trying to stick to them, even if some of my goals have proven to be.... impossible, it seems. Heartbreakingly impossible. Still, I carry on. There is no use letting myself fall when I find a bump in the road. If I trip, I must dust myself off and continue on. Though, I would much rather leap over the bumps...
Living alone in the mountains for so long, and being here now for about a year and a half... gives a bit of a strange perspective, looking back. When I first arrived, the chaos, the crowded feeling, was overwhelming. First, I tried to adapt, to fit in, but much of the time, I felt as if it were a fake portrayal of myself. Then, life... well, I had many dark days. Many. Dark. Days. Many evenings spent in sorrow of lost loved ones; friends, family, lovers. It was... rough.. coming out of that darkness. Just so much happened all at one time, I thought it all might consume me. But, i had to stay strong enough to fulfill my duties, and that kept me going. I came out the other side, and really, I feel more true to myself than I did a year ago. I smile, I laugh, but I let some of the emotion of me show too. Not.. for long, perhaps. But there are glimpses to be seen.
I have learned a lot this past year. I have learned to love... and learned the loss of love. I have held on to hope when all seemed lost, and learned that it will see me through, somehow. I have learned that it is okay to ask for help at times. I have also learned that far too many people cannot be relied on, so even if you ask for help, have a back up plan. I have learned that people -will- let you down, horribly and painfully. I am not perfect, this I have always known. I have let people down too. I have learned that it is possible to make amends for those times, but sometimes, you have to swallow your pride to do so. I have learned that being alone in the city is not at all like being alone in the mountains. It is a much more empty feeling here. But, adjusting with that knowledge, I have also learned that it is possible to not feel so alone, if you take a few steps out and meet people you have not known before. I have learned that, wherever you might imagine yourself a year from now, however you imagine yourself... You might be incredibly wrong, but that you might find yourself in the best place you could be.
Yes, yes. I know I am writing far too much... Probably the most revealing I have ever been in a white journal... I will stop the retrospective, and write a new journal about the week that I have had, instead of the year.
Happy New Year to all of Arx and our allies everywhere! And to those who live on in my memory and not within my reach... I love you, and miss you, always.
Written By Mira
Aug. 13, 2017, 10:02 p.m.(1/7/1007 AR)
I am glad the King is well, but the endless celebrations seem to be a bit much. Each major House is trying to throw a party, but after a while, wouldn't they just become exhausting? Being a Monarch must be rather exhausting. You can't rest when it's peaceful, you can't rest when there is a war, there are always people plotting to kill you, and we know practically nothing about our neighbors. It must all be terribly tiring.
Written By Eilonwy
Aug. 13, 2017, 9:54 p.m.(1/7/1007 AR)
I am worried about my friends in the woods. I hope they are well. I hope they have survived since we met them. I know not all are keen to become prodigals but I hope those living in the woods will see they are safest joining with the crown in this circumstance.
Written By Shae
Aug. 13, 2017, 9:49 p.m.(1/7/1007 AR)
Relationship Note on Gaston
I told you I would be proud of you and that you would do well. And look both came true!
Truly, I am so very proud of you and you did so well. You not only made an excellent showing for Valardin, but Telamr and Blackram as well.
Truly, I am so very proud of you and you did so well. You not only made an excellent showing for Valardin, but Telamr and Blackram as well.
Written By Fiachra
Aug. 13, 2017, 9:44 p.m.(1/7/1007 AR)
Relationship Note on Gaston
(OOC: As recorded for Fiachra, the scholar took great care to take down every word that came out of the prince's mouth.)
I'm extremely fucking glad that Gaston is normally on my side in a fight. He hits worse than the fucking Bringers did. At least I'm now intimately aware of how effective he'll be as a deputy.
I'm extremely fucking glad that Gaston is normally on my side in a fight. He hits worse than the fucking Bringers did. At least I'm now intimately aware of how effective he'll be as a deputy.
Written By Shae
Aug. 13, 2017, 9:40 p.m.(1/7/1007 AR)
Yesterday, I had the greatest of pleasures in meeting Paladin Leola again, and this time I got to really spend time with her and talk about many things. Though most pertaining to animals and the forest. She was exceedingly kind and generous, and helped me further my education and knowledge with animals. To the point where I am not sure it can go much further and for that I am most grateful. And in turn I was able to share with her some of my knowledge of the forests and wilderness with her. Started to teach her how to read the weather. In the end she invited me to join the Lodge of Petrichor and I happily accepted. I could not be more thrilled with this then well... I really have no words. I am rather full of excitement over it.
Written By Dante
Aug. 13, 2017, 9:31 p.m.(1/7/1007 AR)
Managed to make it to the Grand Melee, was on the Blue team, our team won the Grand melee, and I even managed to stay in the fight when it was down to everyone against everyone at the end to see who won it all. I did not win, but the last remaining I am proud to say was Prince Talen himself, who I teamed up with to vanquish our foes. Well fought, and nice helmet!
Written By Tarik
Aug. 13, 2017, 9:26 p.m.(1/7/1007 AR)
I have find solace in the fact that I am not the only one who has be hampered from pursuing goals during the winter months. Lady Shae stated that she was also hampered by the Winter. I am still trying to get as much done as possible before next summer. I would like to be able to do some camping next summer without any stress. I need to find a couple of teachers, but sometimes I feel I am told old to learn anything new. I know that it is silly, but I can't help it. After I finished this journal, I will probably try to get some more support for one of my many projects.
Written By Fergus
Aug. 13, 2017, 9:17 p.m.(1/7/1007 AR)
Fun fight. Bit lopsided but that's the fucking drawback of random draw. Gotta go with what you're dealt.
I'm going to sleep now. For a week. Ulf is pretty fucking decent at transcribing shit.
I'm going to sleep now. For a week. Ulf is pretty fucking decent at transcribing shit.
Written By Marian
Aug. 13, 2017, 9:16 p.m.(1/7/1007 AR)
Relationship Note on Fergus
You stood fiercely against your opponents, and made do with the hand you were dealt. I can not ask for more.
Written By Freja
Aug. 13, 2017, 9:14 p.m.(1/7/1007 AR)
So many bemoaning the tepid, mild winter of the South - come to the North. We'll show you a lovely ol' time.
Find yourself running in scant leathers from an avalanche in a snowstorm, then come talk to me.
Find yourself running in scant leathers from an avalanche in a snowstorm, then come talk to me.
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