Written By Luca
Jan. 24, 2018, 11:57 a.m.(1/11/1008 AR)
Relationship Note on Reese
(Overheard and added to the Journal entry 1.11.1008
Listen, Gus-Gus ruined a perfectly good nap to drag me out here. No, I am not going to go combing through the Journals. I have better things to do. Just hit me up with the highlights.
Oh, for good Gods sake. Fine, fine.)
I don't need to ride out to my lady-wife's defense. Save the sofa, Tal. She has armor, she has a sword, she has a white steed. She only seems quiet and gentle, but we all know perfectly well that she has her own voice to roar with. (Depends. Do griffins roar? Do badgers?) She can stand up for herself unless she asks me to. Only then, I'll be standing at her side -- or her back if that's a better defense -- but never in front of her unless it's to take the hit. She's worth it.
If she's good, well. You're welcome. I gave her the training. She came with the heart and grit. I can teach you too. Maybe.
All right. Headed back to bed.
Listen, Gus-Gus ruined a perfectly good nap to drag me out here. No, I am not going to go combing through the Journals. I have better things to do. Just hit me up with the highlights.
Oh, for good Gods sake. Fine, fine.)
I don't need to ride out to my lady-wife's defense. Save the sofa, Tal. She has armor, she has a sword, she has a white steed. She only seems quiet and gentle, but we all know perfectly well that she has her own voice to roar with. (Depends. Do griffins roar? Do badgers?) She can stand up for herself unless she asks me to. Only then, I'll be standing at her side -- or her back if that's a better defense -- but never in front of her unless it's to take the hit. She's worth it.
If she's good, well. You're welcome. I gave her the training. She came with the heart and grit. I can teach you too. Maybe.
All right. Headed back to bed.
Written By Ainsley
Jan. 24, 2018, 11:36 a.m.(1/11/1008 AR)
Apologies are not magic, they do not heal hurts caused by word or deed. They do not erase patterns of behavior that cause rifts.
What apologies are is a promise. A promise to the person you have wronged that you earnestly attempting to make amends.
Apologies are a vow before Limerance, Lord of Fidelity, that you will strive to be a better person.
Apologies are not magic. They are the bitter medicine of swallowing your pride as you examine yourself and your actions.
A true, earnest apology takes time and thought. Brought with a balance of humility and pride.
What apologies are is a promise. A promise to the person you have wronged that you earnestly attempting to make amends.
Apologies are a vow before Limerance, Lord of Fidelity, that you will strive to be a better person.
Apologies are not magic. They are the bitter medicine of swallowing your pride as you examine yourself and your actions.
A true, earnest apology takes time and thought. Brought with a balance of humility and pride.
Written By Sabella
Jan. 24, 2018, 11:16 a.m.(1/11/1008 AR)
So many journals!
I do not believe in taking sides. Why? Well in this case it is because there is just one side. The Grayson side.
Everyone here has family, and we all know that family squabbles. We don't always agree, it's just not possible. While I would have preferred this particular argument to be in private, sometimes things happen, and these two souls should sit down and talk it out.
I am sure that after time and a bit of diplomacy, cooler heads will prevail and this whole incident will be a thing of the past.
Well, that is what I am hoping for, at least.
I do not believe in taking sides. Why? Well in this case it is because there is just one side. The Grayson side.
Everyone here has family, and we all know that family squabbles. We don't always agree, it's just not possible. While I would have preferred this particular argument to be in private, sometimes things happen, and these two souls should sit down and talk it out.
I am sure that after time and a bit of diplomacy, cooler heads will prevail and this whole incident will be a thing of the past.
Well, that is what I am hoping for, at least.
Written By Alarie
Jan. 24, 2018, 11:08 a.m.(1/11/1008 AR)
Relationship Note on Shard
No, she's not spoiled. She's generous. She's large in heart. She's always in, buying something for someone. New members of the Grayson military are recruited and she's in buying them armor. She goes from shop to shop and buys this and that. Why? I asked her once. She said it was because she will see something for someone and get it for them. Princess Pink, Ribbons, Pinky, whatever she is being called now, has been a valued customer of mine and she will continue to be a valued one. Because I know when she comes in and has an order for armor or a dress or a shirt and pants, it's because that woman is making sure that someone's ass is covered and isn't gonna die immediately of being a fucking pincushion or run through. She gives away stuff, because sometimes the stuff she buys, doesn't end up going to someone or she bought something from a shop to show her appreciation and to keep Arx's economy healthy.
dunno what started this shit with her and the rest of the people in the whites that it's all anyone's talking about in my shop but if people got a problem with Princess Pink, it's probably a whole ass load of jealousy.
You reading this pink? Next fucking ship I buy? Its the Reese. And she'll be painted bright gods damned pink, so everyone see's it coming and knows it's the harall merchant fleet.
dunno what started this shit with her and the rest of the people in the whites that it's all anyone's talking about in my shop but if people got a problem with Princess Pink, it's probably a whole ass load of jealousy.
You reading this pink? Next fucking ship I buy? Its the Reese. And she'll be painted bright gods damned pink, so everyone see's it coming and knows it's the harall merchant fleet.
Written By Magpie
Jan. 24, 2018, 11:01 a.m.(1/11/1008 AR)
A journal mentioned a new series of figurines... They're not ones that I released, so I'm curious where they're being sold. Anyone that knows want to let me know?
I absolutely promise I won't send anyone to rough up the person crowding into my market share in any way. I'm simply interested in comparing the quality.
Honest! I would never threaten anyone about such a thing.
I absolutely promise I won't send anyone to rough up the person crowding into my market share in any way. I'm simply interested in comparing the quality.
Honest! I would never threaten anyone about such a thing.
Written By Belladonna
Jan. 24, 2018, 10:59 a.m.(1/11/1008 AR)
Relationship Note on Shard
Fair enough. I do not find 'wealthy' and 'spoiled' to be the same; I have always viewed spoiled as a type of behavior or personality trait, rather than a function of how many possessions one has. If we are speaking in terms of how much someone has, the way that I used the word is entirely inappropriate, I agree.
Written By Shard
Jan. 24, 2018, 10:47 a.m.(1/11/1008 AR)
Relationship Note on Belladonna
You have to have things before you can give them away. And, as I said, her stated reason for giving them away was that she no longer had room for them. She's done this a number of times; giving things away is not wrong, I'm not saying it is, I'm just pointing out how /much/ Reese has, and how frequently that overflows even her ability to hold onto it. And how ridiculous it is to say she's the least spoiled, even when it comes to princesses; I don't see every princess in Arx, and there are quite a few, having this problem. Are the rest of them burning their extra possessions instead?
I don't hate Reese. I'm not even angry at her. But there's coming to her defense, and then there's jumping to the opposite end of the accusation to do it.
I don't hate Reese. I'm not even angry at her. But there's coming to her defense, and then there's jumping to the opposite end of the accusation to do it.
Written By Leona
Jan. 24, 2018, 10:28 a.m.(1/11/1008 AR)
Relationship Note on Eleanor
Dame Eleanor is another who, like Felicia, did not come to the Hundred in the usual way. But for all that she is determined to be the best Knight she can possibly be. And the most loyal, the most faithful. I'm proud of her strength. More than that, I'm proud of her flexibility. She has had several shocks to the system of late, and handled them all with grace.
Pretty soon now she'll have her sink or swim moment. But she was born on the water - I know she'll swim.
Pretty soon now she'll have her sink or swim moment. But she was born on the water - I know she'll swim.
Written By Leona
Jan. 24, 2018, 10:13 a.m.(1/11/1008 AR)
Relationship Note on Felicia
She is bold, and brave, and smart, and good. She is, in effect, everything I would hope one of the Hundred to be. She came up from the Lowers, not a standard path to Knighthood. And yet she treasures her path and her responsibilities, and does well and right by them. I'm proud of her, and while I know she faces personal challenges - don't we all? I believe she will discharge both duties and personal responsibilities with honor and integrity.
Written By Hadrian
Jan. 24, 2018, 10:12 a.m.(1/11/1008 AR)
Word of mouth informed me that there was a new series of figurines released. The bauble reflecting that of Baroness Kima Saik, the Lioness of Southport, is an excellent representation. There is only one critique to be made regarding it, really. When I hold this thing in my hands, thinking about my best friend and former unerringly loyal Sword, I realize the one flaw in the design of the knick knack.
The Lioness of Southport would have wanted this thing to be about twenty five or maybe even thirty feet taller. Probably placed in the center of some open square or plaza. The foundation of Kima Saik was one built on unshakable confidence, skill, and much more.
That minor observation aside? It is a lovely figurine that I'll be thankful to have placed in my possession.
The Lioness of Southport would have wanted this thing to be about twenty five or maybe even thirty feet taller. Probably placed in the center of some open square or plaza. The foundation of Kima Saik was one built on unshakable confidence, skill, and much more.
That minor observation aside? It is a lovely figurine that I'll be thankful to have placed in my possession.
Written By Leona
Jan. 24, 2018, 10:10 a.m.(1/11/1008 AR)
Relationship Note on Miles
Since coming to the King's Own, Sir Miles has been the grumpiest - ahem - stodgiest...er... Scholar, what's the right word?
Irascible. The most irascible presence of my acquaintance. But it comes from a good place, and I am confident as I make my plans that he will continue to make sure that the Hundred are in the best health, and that we are reminded to dodge early and dodge often. And if the Fear of Miles reminds people to be a little more careful, a little tighter on the defense, a little less likely to do the heroically stupid thing and a little more likely to come back with a mission accomplished well and thoroughly - but not foolishly - then I will continue to be glad for his service.
Irascible. The most irascible presence of my acquaintance. But it comes from a good place, and I am confident as I make my plans that he will continue to make sure that the Hundred are in the best health, and that we are reminded to dodge early and dodge often. And if the Fear of Miles reminds people to be a little more careful, a little tighter on the defense, a little less likely to do the heroically stupid thing and a little more likely to come back with a mission accomplished well and thoroughly - but not foolishly - then I will continue to be glad for his service.
Written By Hadrian
Jan. 24, 2018, 9:58 a.m.(1/11/1008 AR)
Relationship Note on Theron
The Sword of Ostria, Defender of the Walled City, Servant of Allegiance. Fantastic hair, winning smile, a way with words, and all-around wonderful presence. I've yet to get a crisp high five from him, but that day is coming. It is a pleasure to have met and slowly began to know Lord Theron, because while he's a man with a sword. He's more than just his sword or his role as the Sword of House Mazetti. I've personally witnessed him making full and competent use of a spoon, without harming himself or others. Consider me both impressed and proud.
Written By Talen
Jan. 24, 2018, 9:53 a.m.(1/11/1008 AR)
Relationship Note on Luca
There's a spare couch here whenever you need it.
Written By Hadrian
Jan. 24, 2018, 9:53 a.m.(1/11/1008 AR)
Relationship Note on Cambria
While marks were cleared away and a fresh slate provided as my gift to you at the time of one year in mild loathing with one another? Never forget that tomorrow is a brand new day and a brand new slate. I've even had chalk purchased for the occasion.
Aside from that fact, I've never been as enthusiastic about dispensing marks and reviews as you've seemed to indicate.
Exaggerating? That'll be a mark.
Aside from that fact, I've never been as enthusiastic about dispensing marks and reviews as you've seemed to indicate.
Exaggerating? That'll be a mark.
Written By Margerie
Jan. 24, 2018, 9:51 a.m.(1/11/1008 AR)
Relationship Note on Kael
I have noticed that many of the happy memories shared have a bittersweet tone in them - complicated relationships, moments of something like light in bleak time. I've had moments of cheer untouched by anger or sadness, but I can go along with the theme and perhaps make a gift to my nephew and a peace offering to his cousin, Baroness Blackshore. It is a memory of someone else's happiness.
Nadine was so very happy for a time. It started with those small, bashful looks that would arise for no apparent reason to her younger siblings. Grins at the oddest moments. Rushed partings in the middle of conversations after getting a message, always with the flimsiest of reasons, always with the fleetest of feet.
She only really confided in me the once, one giddy evening talking about how handsome he was, his smile, how absolutely smitten and in love she was.
There was a time, my dear nephew, when your mother was at her happiest, and it was your father that made it so. It may all have gone amiss, but you should know that much was done right. She would be proud of you as I am.
Nadine was so very happy for a time. It started with those small, bashful looks that would arise for no apparent reason to her younger siblings. Grins at the oddest moments. Rushed partings in the middle of conversations after getting a message, always with the flimsiest of reasons, always with the fleetest of feet.
She only really confided in me the once, one giddy evening talking about how handsome he was, his smile, how absolutely smitten and in love she was.
There was a time, my dear nephew, when your mother was at her happiest, and it was your father that made it so. It may all have gone amiss, but you should know that much was done right. She would be proud of you as I am.
Written By Sparte
Jan. 24, 2018, 9:42 a.m.(1/11/1008 AR)
Dear Diary,
I thought it was just a concussion when I heard those things, but other people quickly clarified that yes, loud things were shouted and feelings were hurt.
I want to take a moment to step back. Less than a month ago I was promoted to Officer and put in charge of far more people than I frankly feel I can do justice. Those people now rely on my choices and my word to carry them through the dangers ahead. Others are in charge of far, far more than I am. It is difficult, it is stressful, and you are expected to carry the burden without ever showing that you're less capable of weathering the storm than the mountains.
I don't know that I agree with that way of doing things. I've been taking time to get to know those people who directly answer to me. I'm spreading the responsibilities, but I'm also spreading the recognition. I never want to be in a position where everything rides on a split second decision, where if I hesitate or I'm unprepared others will be paralyzed by it.
I want the people who look to me to know I look back to them. That I see no effort as wasted, nor demand respect for the sake of my authority over them. I want to use that authority sparingly, so I have asked them to work with me in other ways. Share their goals, share their vision, and let us together find a way to be great. Maybe not 'none greater' great, but great.
I think I can only get away with that because I am from the rank and file. I'm left feeling bad for those who never experienced being on the bottom, and hope I never forget what it was to be there.
I thought it was just a concussion when I heard those things, but other people quickly clarified that yes, loud things were shouted and feelings were hurt.
I want to take a moment to step back. Less than a month ago I was promoted to Officer and put in charge of far more people than I frankly feel I can do justice. Those people now rely on my choices and my word to carry them through the dangers ahead. Others are in charge of far, far more than I am. It is difficult, it is stressful, and you are expected to carry the burden without ever showing that you're less capable of weathering the storm than the mountains.
I don't know that I agree with that way of doing things. I've been taking time to get to know those people who directly answer to me. I'm spreading the responsibilities, but I'm also spreading the recognition. I never want to be in a position where everything rides on a split second decision, where if I hesitate or I'm unprepared others will be paralyzed by it.
I want the people who look to me to know I look back to them. That I see no effort as wasted, nor demand respect for the sake of my authority over them. I want to use that authority sparingly, so I have asked them to work with me in other ways. Share their goals, share their vision, and let us together find a way to be great. Maybe not 'none greater' great, but great.
I think I can only get away with that because I am from the rank and file. I'm left feeling bad for those who never experienced being on the bottom, and hope I never forget what it was to be there.
Written By Mydas
Jan. 24, 2018, 9:38 a.m.(1/11/1008 AR)
Nothing like arguing in the White Journals to display the unity required to face a dangerous enemy.
Written By Lou
Jan. 24, 2018, 9:31 a.m.(1/11/1008 AR)
Relationship Note on Reese
Princess Reese is the best person I know, who sacrifices all of herself for the military and the support staff every time she goes out in the field. She personally feels responsible for every death, even if those deaths are not something she can control. She is a true leader, who does everything she can to protect countless lives of not only the Grayson family, but the Compact itself. She also happens to be my sister, and I'm immensely proud of her and her efforts - otherwise I would not follow her into battle as often as I do.
Written By Edward
Jan. 24, 2018, 9:31 a.m.(1/11/1008 AR)
Relationship Note on Reese
The Princess is a fantastic warrior and a far better representative of her House than some of the Voices over her. Of all the traits, good and bad I might ascribe to her, spoiled would never be one of them.
Written By Belladonna
Jan. 24, 2018, 9:24 a.m.(1/11/1008 AR)
Relationship Note on Shard
I did say Princess, not just person in general. It is a significant differefence. Beyond that, I do not think that giving things away qualifies one as spoiled.
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