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Written By Reigna

Sept. 24, 2018, 8:16 p.m.(8/28/1009 AR)

Relationship Note on Ida

I think you are quite right. I can speak of it now, for it is no longer a memory that brings me any sort of discomfort, but when I gave birth to Aeryn, well. He was an extremely large baby, and while I am taller than most women, well. It was a very difficult birth and had Mother Mercy Sophie not been on hand I might have had a much more difficult time. Kael was beside himself. But within a few days it had faded to a nebulous unpleasantness with the sweetest of rewards. I was carrying Talis within six months of Aeryn's birth. I thought after Talis I would give myself a break of several years, but already I see myself staring at babies and getting that flutter of memory. In time only the good memories remain, and I think we can thank our survival as a race to that peculiar selective memory that mother's have.

Written By Sunaia

Sept. 24, 2018, 6:56 p.m.(8/28/1009 AR)

I've a birthday approaching and thought to celebrate with a ride, a few hours stolen for myself with an old friend. East has been restless since the joust. I thought maybe it had reminded him what it was to be a young horse again or he was sulking because we placed next to last or grumpy with me that so much of my time is spent training now instead of wandering. Wishful thinking.

I found him ailing in the stables this morning with the grooms clustered around discussing what was to be done. There's precious little to remedy old age and a life spent on hard trails. He'll go soon, I think.

He's a good horse and has been my constant companion since I set out from Ashford with stars in my eyes all those years ago. Before that, I learned to ride on his back and he always looked out for me, to make sure I didn't break my fool neck. After, he kept me alive and carried me out of more trouble than I can recount with the ink I have on hand.

He's a good horse. I'm glad we had that last joust and he heard crowds cheering for him. He deserves the applause.

Written By Ida

Sept. 24, 2018, 5:16 p.m.(8/28/1009 AR)

Relationship Note on Joscelin

The first one is always the hardest. The pregnancy, the raising, it's all so new and so many times there isn't really one perfectly /right/ way to do it. There is the wonder and joy for each new thing too, though. That flutter in the stomach, the kicks, the coos, and first laugh. I don't remember the pain, to be honest, and almost swear the body or mind has some trick to make us forget so we all won't stop with one. I am, of course, no physician. By my third? I was in the forge when my water broke and I think that's why my youngest and only daughter Caerwyn is the talent that she is. Not that my sons are not, but she was almost literally born into it. Ha!

Written By Reigna

Sept. 24, 2018, 5:10 p.m.(8/28/1009 AR)

Relationship Note on Joscelin

Dearest Guildmaster Joscelin, I think it is important to state that I never, ever, consider it an imposition to answer any and all questions from a first-time mother. Pregnancy is a frankly, terrifying thing. There are all sorts of new and unusual pains, discomforts and symptoms that make one feel utterly out of control of their body. There are a few perks, thicker, more lustrous hair, a certain glow and sense of wonder at the fact that we are carrying a separate life within our own bodies. But mostly it can be an exercise in trying how to will time into moving faster until you can just get the child out. I will happily be with you every step of the way, should you desire it. Send me all your questions. Knowing what is happening to you can do wonders, having someone to complain or gush to, who has been through it before also helps.

Written By Ida

Sept. 24, 2018, 4:36 p.m.(8/28/1009 AR)

Relationship Note on Khanne

I can hardly take credit for a design you so perfectly described, it was like having it right before me as a guide to create them! I could not have managed that swirl without your assistance and I must say, they are one of the more detailed pieces I've ever attempted. I truly could not be happier that you love them! You always have incredible design ideas that both challenge and inspire me. For that, I am quite grateful.

Written By Sina

Sept. 24, 2018, 4:19 p.m.(8/28/1009 AR)

Relationship Note on Reigna

Sometimes we must weigh what is most important in our lives, and consider what we can handle. The life of a Scholar is by no means an easy one, and it is quite a dedication of one's time and resources. It is understandable that you must cull the responsibilities to lighten your workload. Given all that you have on your plate, while we are sorry to see that you have set aside your Scholar's pendant for now, please know that you are always welcome back as a Scholar at any time, Marquessa. We will always have a place for you. We will always be here for you, and we will always seek your wisdom in kind. We thank you for your service to Vellichor, and hope that you will find your way back into our ranks one day.

Written By Harlex

Sept. 24, 2018, 3:52 p.m.(8/28/1009 AR)

Relationship Note on Berenice

No.

But for some reason I didn't get to my coffee this morning.

It puts a man in a state of disquieted reflection.

Written By Berenice

Sept. 24, 2018, 3:42 p.m.(8/28/1009 AR)

Relationship Note on Harlex

This was because people were being cheerful in the Whites, wasn't it?

Written By Khanne

Sept. 24, 2018, 3:17 p.m.(8/28/1009 AR)

Relationship Note on Ida

Have I raved about the wolves you made for me yet? I should have, if I didn't... If I did, well, they are worth double praises. Triple even. I love them so incredibly much! Thank you for taking my vision of something and making it into wearable, and dangerous, art!

Written By Harlex

Sept. 24, 2018, 3:11 p.m.(8/28/1009 AR)

My stepfather, Arturus Valtyr, would have celebrated his 55th birthday today.

He worked as hard as any man out in that field. He prayed, he shucked, he toiled, he read books on the subject of agriculture, and consulted with shamans in secret--to proud of his Faith.

He did just about everything a person could do and still, the crops did not grow or when they did; the ear rot grew with them.

Till, finally, one day his heart gave out while we were in the tall stalks. His face got twisted and ugly and he fell on his back, curled like a dead bug. I watched him go, staring and thinking to myself; just die already, stubborn old man. Then he was gone.

He tried. He did his best. And that's all I can really say about him.

Written By Victus

Sept. 24, 2018, 2:55 p.m.(8/28/1009 AR)

Relationship Note on Magpie

Quit talking long and come bring that kid over sometime. We got new couches, these ones didn't involve squirrels.

Written By Thena

Sept. 24, 2018, 2:26 p.m.(8/28/1009 AR)

Relationship Note on Reigna

There are many paths to the gods.

Written By Aureth

Sept. 24, 2018, 2:23 p.m.(8/28/1009 AR)

I think that it takes self-awareness, maturity and dignity to look at one's schedule for the week and recognize when there are too many demands on one's time to do all that one has inveigled oneself into.

A discipleship is a true commitment to the Faith of the Pantheon. It requires a minimum of ten hours per week. You can absolutely worship, devotedly, pray, daily, contribute, as much as you can, without having those ten or more hours of your life to dedicate to the gods. And that is _okay_.

Know yourself. Know your limits. If you are called to serve, great! I'm glad to have you. If you want to serve but you just don't have the time right now, _that's also fine_. You can return to being a disciple when the other needs and responsibilities of your life permit.

Love the gods, embrace the Faith, serve your community, but also take care of yourself. Stressed, panicking, burned out disciples are of benefit to nobody, least of all the Faith.

Written By Aureth

Sept. 24, 2018, 2:03 p.m.(8/28/1009 AR)

Relationship Note on Magpie

I think you've had a little too much fish with your breakfast.

Written By Magpie

Sept. 24, 2018, 1:58 p.m.(8/28/1009 AR)

Are you having troubles? Are you in misery? Buy some fish to smoke!

Hahaha, I'm so hilarious.

Well, my kid thinks I am and that's all that matters. He's also very confused because I don't actually sell fish, but I think I should wait til he's a smidge older. It's so fun being a father. I don't know how people fuck it up so badly. Maybe because I picked my kid out instead of just seeing what Death throws at me? Must be. I'm sure Aureth will correct me on anything I'm wrong about Death's involvement in children people get.

Written By Reigna

Sept. 24, 2018, 1:51 p.m.(8/28/1009 AR)

Identity is such a strange thing. What makes a person who they are? Is it titles and oaths and responsibilities? I often find there are these moments in which I suddenly find myself shaken to the core, unable to process anything because some fundamental truth that I held has been countered in a way I cannot explain away. When this happens to my image of myself it is especially troubling. For if you do not know yourself, how can you claim to know anything else?

I have been struggling. With Oakhaven's elevation to March status, our responsibilities have trebled. I am mother to three children under the age of four years, the eldest being just over three, the middle, two and the youngest almost one. I am the Guildmaster of the Physicians Guild, a thriving, hectic and beautiful collection of the most selfless people I know. To have the drive to heal others is one of the most painful and exhausting callings there is. We deal in the pain of others daily, we toil to bring life into this world, preserve it, cure it and ease it back into Death's dominion when it is time.

What I can no longer claim to be, is a Scholar. It is... I do not have the words. There is a sense of failure, a tinge of guilt that somehow I should have found the reserves of energy, of time to commit to this, my first calling. I love knowledge. I love sharing it. I love seeing that look in someone's eyes when something they thought was beyond them suddenly becomes clear. That great surge of pride and happiness when something just clicks into place. I love mysteries and trying to figure out why things are the way they are. In my heart I will always be a scholar. My vows to Vellichor remain in place. My purpose in teaching and sharing knowledge remains unchanged... but as I woke this morning, my hand reached for my silver pendant and for the first time in years I did not put it on. I looked into my mirror and I felt... different. I still find my hand moving to touch a pendant that is not there, a weight I never noticed is more tangible in its lack.

Written By Alarissa

Sept. 24, 2018, 12:37 p.m.(8/28/1009 AR)

Surely, at some point, things will subside. For I cannot abide this. Gods preserve me this is misery.

Written By Sabella

Sept. 24, 2018, 12:18 p.m.(8/28/1009 AR)

I am so excited for the raffle at the party that we're throwing on Friday! There are so many amazing things coming together! Lady Lisebet's basket is packed with goodies, not the least of which is a beautiful pair of hairpins that I find myself staring at way too often!

Lady Amari has put together some Adventure Apparel and Accoutrements in her basket! There will be an umbra cloak and plenty of Keaton leather all in unique designs of her own making, along with matching Oathlands steel arms for hunting and a small assortment of camping gear! I'm told she's slipped some alcohol in there as well, so whoever wins this basket will be able to have themselves a fine time camping or hunting in the woods!

And this iridescite ring with the dragonweep that Mistress Josephine made is...well, I had to have Prince Niklas hide it from me because I kept wanting to slip it on to admire it. It's truly a work of exquisite beauty and I shall be incredibly jealous of whoever wins that!

I just put the finishing touches on my own basket, which has a theme based on one of the children's plays we've done so recently: The Seafoam Princess! There's a gorgeous aeterna and seasilk dress and a matching cloak that has a beautiful iridescite clasp. A lovely lute donated by Mistress Gianna and a few other things are tucked inside, so make sure that you contact me to buy some raffle tickets! You don't need to be there to win and all proceeds go towards the defense of the Lodge of Petrichor!

Written By Amari

Sept. 24, 2018, 12:04 p.m.(8/28/1009 AR)

Relationship Note on Archeron

After questioning the scholars, I've verified that your journal entry was made in person with your badger's help, and not the badger alone in clever disguise. What couldn't be proven was if you'd had a sufficient pootle on the way there or back, nor if you took any true interest in any persons you may have met in your travels. I'll have to ask you to find your way to one of the many fine establishments in Arx where one might find drink, food and company. Then, have a witness of sound mind who was also in attendance to write a journal entry to verify the visit and that you were not, in fact, hiding in your fortress or in the woods again.

That will satisfy the request I made of you to go out and have a drink and no further remedy will be pursued.

Written By Magpie

Sept. 24, 2018, noon(8/28/1009 AR)

It's been a while since I got wasted and went for a stroll down white journal lane. I have things on my mind. I'm feeling philosophical.

A mind ponders... if you are say.. a dealer of the best fish in town. I mean, the very best fish that have been caught from the best waters of the sea and painstakingly brought back against the odds for the people of Arx to enjoy. Quality product that can be smoked, shared with friends, and enjoyed worry free in regards to authenticity...

Stay with me. We're definitely talking about fish. You sell the fish to the merchants. The merchants go and get themselves robbed of the fancy fish. Now people can't get their fish and they're unhappy about this. Is this the fault of the fish dealer that goes and gets the fish? Is it up to the fish dealer to solve this problem? It's the merchants that are failing.

The point is, if you're finding yourself deprived of your favorite smoked fish because your merchant isn't able to keep it safe, there is still some available at the source. Mind you, it's at a bit of a premium because supplies are low.

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