Written By Evaristo
Feb. 25, 2019, 2:14 p.m.(8/20/1010 AR)
Went by the shop and there's this amazing gold necklace there with sapphires and amethysts. And more things too, but that one in particular has me just dying of want. And it wouldn't even fit me very well.
That said, her assistants crafted me a few trinkets last week that I'm very, very pleased with too. Another spider ring, this one with a pink sapphire, and another skull in silver with pink sapphire eyes.
Yeah, that's right, I'm a big fan of the Queen.
Written By Perronne
Feb. 25, 2019, 2:07 p.m.(8/20/1010 AR)
The only thing that was missing was dancing. But that's just because I do love a good dance or five, and it would have been fun. I think I'll return to the Hall at some point and try my luck against some of the games again.
Written By Rysen
Feb. 25, 2019, 1:40 p.m.(8/20/1010 AR)
On the topic of reminders: I encountered again a young woman who is beautiful and fascinating - dangerously so. I completely misread her, and must admit that she caught me off guard. Forsake me not, Limerance, and keep me true to my oath - for what nobility is there in humanity, save that we live by our word?
Written By Enid
Feb. 25, 2019, 12:36 p.m.(8/20/1010 AR)
Many of our stories are passed only via spoken word, art or song. The collective of our people maintain our history and heritage through these facets (as I've seen recently mentioned by my dear Lord Cadern) via a strong bond and duty to its memory. We are possessive of it and like these sentinels of the Faith of the Pantheon protecting this amassed structure of knowledge, we too have guarded who we are though in a different capacity.
I suppose fear is a large portion of the reason. A history of strife between the tribal communities and the amassed collective that is the Compact gives many pause even after these many years of bending the knee. That fear appears to go both ways, exemplified by those who were not so kind and helpful as the few I met thus far when coming to Arx. Utterances of the word "barbarian" were heard in my peripheral from time to time as I made my way through the city. I'm fairly certain "backwater cannibal" was another scathing comment left in my passing. At first thought, my reaction is to let them think what they will. Let those opinions stand and let that fear fester. Perhaps they will leave me and others like me alone? Alienation isn't why I have come to this bastion of progress, though. I have come to learn and cloistering myself behind the safety of negative stereotypes isn't going to help that.
How cathartic this is. To write all these thoughts out on a page knowing that they will be preserved, that perhaps another like me who has or will struggle like I do may take solace in knowing that someone out there maybe from long past or even in the present feels as I feel and for a moment we may hold a connection through our shared stories.
It really is quite a beautiful idea. I will ask these wardens of knowledge if they have any recommendations on journals that I may share a commonality with.
Written By Beatrice
Feb. 25, 2019, 10:59 a.m.(8/20/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Avary
I present five archetypes with a pile of dirt. The physician wants a hospital. The soldier says better to prevent harm first and recommends fortifications. The artist tells the soldier that utility is not the end of life and insists on a statue. The priest advises the artist that art should be divine and suggests a shrine. The academician argues that man's capacity for understanding is the better tribute to the gods and proposes a school. The physician points out that schools without bodies to fill them are wasted. And on we go.
None are inherently wrong. Futility? We must know what to do in the face of these debates. Too often we are left torn, divided, and with what we began: a pile of dirt.
Resources will ever be finite. Quantifying, assessing potential opportunities, the benefits and the consequences - and choice without consequence does not exist - for what to do with resources is, yes, an art. One which some of us have dedicated our lives as surely as the painter to his canvas. Yet, at the end, the most important part is not which you built, but that you built. Choose, before paralysis becomes stagnation.
I appreciate the opportunity to discuss these most crucial of needs.
Written By Gilroy
Feb. 25, 2019, 8:37 a.m.(8/19/1010 AR)
Written By Lisebet
Feb. 25, 2019, 8:32 a.m.(8/19/1010 AR)
Master Venturo has outdone himself. I am not sure how he will ever top that.
Written By Mirella
Feb. 25, 2019, 8:24 a.m.(8/19/1010 AR)
She's nothing like the vicious stringy alley-strays from Caina. She's like the pretty lapcats from the homes of affluent merchants. She's small, white as a dove feather, and just a little bit plump, so I suspect she's getting fed elsewhere too. Maybe she's from Domus Inverno, maybe from another nearby estate, and I just haven't seen her before.
Whatever the case, she's tolerably pleasant, though a little foolish. I tried dangling a ribbon for her to bat with her paws, and she just stared at me with the blankest big blue eyes, purring that purr of hers and then making the most bizarre quacking sound I've ever heard. Terrible hunter, no killer instinct. She's supremely uninterested in the crow, which is good. But I'll be wearing silk from now on. The fur she sheds sticks like glue to dark clothes.
She's fine, I guess. I don't really mind having her around. Cats aren't bad, as horrible as the bird-murdering might be. Animals can't help their natures, after all.
Written By Skye
Feb. 25, 2019, 2:35 a.m.(8/19/1010 AR)
It was an illusion, a gentle fabrication to entertain me to sleep. It wasn't a roadmap to live my life. Yes, monsters exist but they rarely show their true face unless you look deeply into the mirror. Villians may have their reasons for flying the black flag. Heroes can indulge in the hubris of their own greatness.
At the end of the day there's no prince to save the princess. If she wants out of that tower, she has to rescue herself. That's a story I want to tell my future daughter. Whenever in time I find that pragmatic partner who wields more than just steel in his hand.
Written By Derovai
Feb. 25, 2019, 1:52 a.m.(8/19/1010 AR)
(Okay, it was decidedly longer than five minutes, but even so, the point stands.)
Written By Laric
Feb. 25, 2019, 12:55 a.m.(8/19/1010 AR)
Can true good coexist with true evil? Yes -- as evil. That 'balance' is a form of stasis. With stasis there is no change, with no change there is no growth, and with no growth everything loses its value, even freedom. True good ceases to be good when it decides to ignore true evil. It becomes moral convenience. True evil does not relent. It plays to win. It must be opposed in force. Anything less than that is dishonest to the gods. That struggle waxes and wanes in perpetuity. That unending change is a sort of balance; an acceptable balance, far above what may as well be consigning yourself to inevitable defeat.
Written By Vitalis
Feb. 24, 2019, 11:51 p.m.(8/19/1010 AR)
Written By Pasquale
Feb. 24, 2019, 11:48 p.m.(8/19/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Venturo
Written By Arik
Feb. 24, 2019, 11:29 p.m.(8/19/1010 AR)
Civilizations built upon the backs of slaves are like a single man lifting a wagon with a lever. Destined to fail when the lever breaks.
Written By Alarissa
Feb. 24, 2019, 11:28 p.m.(8/19/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Aerwyna
To say that she has made a good dress and hat for my pilgrimage is an understatement. Or the few other dresses that I had made. She convinced me to even have pants made. I am not a fan of the restriction of such
They feel wonderful. Mistress Aerwyna, most certainly up there with those I will turn to and it was nice to indulge in some new clothing instead of throwing everything at thrall children as I have for the last few months.
Written By Malesh
Feb. 24, 2019, 11:27 p.m.(8/19/1010 AR)
Written By Cadern
Feb. 24, 2019, 11 p.m.(8/19/1010 AR)
I did have a fascinating discussion with Khanne. It did leave me with mixed feelings about how to next pursue how to better preserve knowledge in the north. It's a reminder that being only passingly involved with the Inquisition, Scholars and Spirit Walkers makes it easier to investigate but at the same time allows none of the protections of such things. Perhaps it's worth another reconsideration of doing this alone... I don't think I'll ever be able to convey how great a loss Gareth was.
Written By Ajax
Feb. 24, 2019, 10:44 p.m.(8/19/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Elise
Written By Khanne
Feb. 24, 2019, 10:41 p.m.(8/19/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Venturo
Written By Videl
Feb. 24, 2019, 10:13 p.m.(8/19/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Liara
Princess Liara Grayson is all I could ever ask for in a patron, and more. I am glad she chose to accept me as her protege.
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