Written By Sabella
Dec. 25, 2018, 12:35 a.m.(3/25/1010 AR)
Written By Sabella
Dec. 25, 2018, 12:30 a.m.(3/25/1010 AR)
And Niklas is very good at apologies.
Written By Thena
Dec. 24, 2018, 11:16 p.m.(3/25/1010 AR)
...
I'm mean, but I'm not /that/ mean.
Written By Sparte
Dec. 24, 2018, 10 p.m.(3/25/1010 AR)
I see people defiantly reaffirming their love, others insisting on the sanctity of vows.
Yet what is a marriage to begin with, if not a partnership? A vow to work together as the people you were when the marriage was made.
So what then becomes of a partnership, if two people are no longer as they once were? What is an agreement to support one another when paths diverge?
The answer is not hard to see.
There is change in the air.
While I am sad to see so many people discover they are not in love I am relieved to see people not trapping themselves despite it. I hope that this time of separation is followed by a tide of new unions. Better unions, as people with a clearer vision of who they are and what they want in life join hand in hand. Perhaps not forever, as change may come again, but long enough to do something beautiful together.
I say this as someone who himself has never been married, who perhaps never will be married, but who sees beauty in the vow of marriage. Sometimes beautiful things are broken for the sake of building something better.
Written By Malcolm
Dec. 24, 2018, 8:53 p.m.(3/25/1010 AR)
Or maybe that he's too happy-go-lucky to care.
It's the hat of an adventurer, it is. A cunning hat that's good friends with this canny blade of mine.
Written By Evaristo
Dec. 24, 2018, 4:56 p.m.(3/25/1010 AR)
If someone says they're in a tavern drinking because their wife left them, don't congratulate them cheerfully and sing a song in celebration.
Apparently they weren't drinking cause this was a cause of joy.
Written By Sparte
Dec. 24, 2018, 4:40 p.m.(3/25/1010 AR)
I accept this about myself, but I try to improve myself. To understand why I am flawed, to accept the choices and actions which made me this way. To start from a position of acceptance of myself as I try to forge myself into something better.
At times, trying to fix a flaw has made it worse or left me with new ones. At times my attempts to improve myself have hurt others, something contrary to why I strive to be better. I don't know what the cost of failure will be when I set my feet on the path to change. I don't know what the cost would have been if I hadn't. Yet in moving, I learn my measure more and more each day.
I can think back to times when I asked others to change me. When I tried to help others change. I understand why there are hesitations to offering guidance, why so many feel real change comes from within. There is a truth there, but there is complexity too. Sometimes what a person needs to change doesn't come from within. It is something that comes from friends, family, bonds.
I write this as I take time to reflect on my path and my choices. One of my choices means that I no longer have a goal, there is no stationary destination. No point at which I will sit back and rest and say I have accomplished enough for myself or enough for others. I wonder at what flaws lie in my reflection that my eyes are still blind to and what it will take to overcome them. I do not fear those flaws, I do not hate them, I do not reject them. They are still a part of me as I am now.
Yet I will change.
Written By Sparte
Dec. 24, 2018, 4:25 p.m.(3/25/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Sorrel
Thank you for everything you did to revive the memory of the metallics. May we see more people rise to their examples.
Written By Sabine
Dec. 24, 2018, 3:35 p.m.(3/25/1010 AR)
He remains a satisfactory husband.
Written By Saoirse
Dec. 24, 2018, 2:30 p.m.(3/24/1010 AR)
Written By Monique
Dec. 24, 2018, 1:08 p.m.(3/24/1010 AR)
Written By Ouida
Dec. 24, 2018, 12:55 p.m.(3/24/1010 AR)
Written By Sina
Dec. 24, 2018, 12:22 p.m.(3/24/1010 AR)
Vows of marriage are meant to last a lifetime, and I hear now of people seeking divorce in record numbers. We must remember our vows, whatever our vows, because they hold the fabric of the Compact together. Your vows are your ties to one another, and they are what hold the Compact secure. Everyone swears a vow of fealty to someone, from the commoner who swears fealty to his liege, to the Godsworn who take vows to serve the Gods. As Scholars, we take extra vows, to guard knowledge, and keep it safe. Our vows are all important. We must remember our commitment to one another, and to the gods, if we are to continue to move forward. Do not let despair overwhelm you.
I know that it is difficult. I have been struggling, as well. As a priestess, I have sworn vows to the Gods, and as a Scholar, I have sworn vows to Vellichor. As Archscholar, I swore to protect knowledge, and the Great Archive. I feel a sense of failure so profound that I can hardly stand the weight of it at times. Surely there must have been something I could have done, but I failed to see it. But still I will persevere, because of the vows that I have sworn, which I will not break. My eyes are open now, and there is only one thing to do - move forward. We will find a way through this. We must always remember to keep dreaming and creating, and hoping.
Continue to dream, to love one another, and to remain true. If you find yourself feeling sad, find your way perhaps to the Shrine of Jayus, and create something beautiful with your hands. Write a song and sing it to the world, as Princess Sorrel the Bladesong has done. Create a painting which encompasses your vision of the world as you would have it be. Write poetry, or write books... write stories of hope and love and fidelity. Remember that we are all the writers of our own destiny, and no one is an island. It is our shared telling of the tale that ties us together, so we must not let those ties dissolve.
Go to the Shrine of Limerance and renew your vows. Reaffirm them. Dedicate yourself wholly to them. Remain true, even if it is the most difficult thing you ever do.
Written By Tikva
Dec. 24, 2018, 11:08 a.m.(3/24/1010 AR)
Written By Joscelin
Dec. 24, 2018, 11:07 a.m.(3/24/1010 AR)
I try to stay busy. Work work work. Talk and social connections. My focus and good intentions are not a facade, but if you see me smile know it took effort to call that up.
I still feel happiness. I still feel contentment. With my daughter in my arms, like an anchor.
How funny my sister would find it; in life I was her anchor. On her travels she would always comeback to me, to the city and my doorstep. My little Ianthe, now, keeps me here in the present, focused, weighted, so I don't fly off crying into a thousand pieces.
I carry them both with me. It helps.
Written By Leona
Dec. 24, 2018, 9:27 a.m.(3/24/1010 AR)
Written By Fianna
Dec. 24, 2018, 9:24 a.m.(3/24/1010 AR)
Despite all the sadness around me, they bring such joy to my life. The horses, too. So I took a break from my chores and joined them outside to play in the snow. I let Phantom loose out of his paddock and he joined us. Now /that/ was a sight to see. A looming ebony war horse kicking up his heels like a colt while running with the dogs and I.
It was the best kind of therapy. I'm so very grateful for all that I have and I encourage others to find their bliss in this world.
Written By Thorley
Dec. 24, 2018, 8:51 a.m.(3/23/1010 AR)
I spent the morning in the Crimson Blades training yard, going over what happened the last few days. From worrying about Violet to the new statue in the Hall of Heroes - it has been a journey for one not of faint heart. Each swing of my sword reminded me of the changes that I have gone through as well. I had grown accustomed to the feel of Eventide in my hands - we had worked together in unison for long enough that it felt like a natural extension of myself. Wavedancer does not feel the same. It's lighter than Eventide was. It takes a little bit more to get used to it's center of balance. There was a couple of times I took a hard swing just to realize that I had nearly thrown my blade.
Which brings me to thoughts of my own new House and it's blade. I have considered petitioning the court for a House blade - but perhaps not one of the usual sword. Can a truncheon be a House weapon? I guess that's just me not wanting to be a traditionalist. Nothing about me has been traditional so far - why would I want to change now?
Development of Farwatch goes slowly. I look forward to seeing the lime and orange trees in bloom in the spring - I have already considered the idea of transporting a few saplings to the forest to put next to the oak that Violet and I planted what seems like so very long ago. Petal is looking for those to assist her - I plan to put in my own work as well. Speaking of blooms - I should speak with Petal and Norwood about having an apiary set up in Farwatch - the first steps to setting up a trade negotiation. And with Princess Alarissa about extending our invitation to those thralls that wish for a new location to be welcomed in Sandreef Point.
..I still think Sandreef Shoals sounded better.
Written By Evaristo
Dec. 24, 2018, 6:23 a.m.(3/23/1010 AR)
Well, I still got the shinies and they're worth just as much now as when I bought them.
I felt bored and what better to do when bored than to buy new fancy things, if nothing else comes up? Besides, people were being so grumpy and kept yelling at me to stop playing cheerful love songs at the taverns, something about divorces and not loving their spouses anymore. You'd think they'd appreciate upbeat love songs at that moment, but apparently they find it to be mocking and I had to make a hasty retreat from two of the taverns, under the threat of violence.
Written By Violet
Dec. 24, 2018, 5:36 a.m.(3/23/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Thorley
Hopefully our reaffirmation will help some who are struggling. Do not let despair win. Do not let the darkness in. Look to the Hall of Heroes for inspiration on lasting love, lasting connections, let it strengthen you. It does myself. I hope that my strengthening of my vows with Thorley will do something similar.
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