Written By Lisebet
May 10, 2019, 4:46 p.m.(1/28/1011 AR)
Oh! I also learned not to put a lot of things in writing! Not even in journals.
I knew that, but the reminder doesn't hurt.
I knew that, but the reminder doesn't hurt.
Written By Solange
May 10, 2019, 4:16 p.m.(1/28/1011 AR)
Relationship Note on Orathy
Your apology is accepted. Now, as is tradition, we can consider this all done and finished. We can both move on to our respective lives without any ill-feelings between us.
Written By Solange
May 10, 2019, 4:11 p.m.(1/28/1011 AR)
What is done is done. An apology has been made, as is right. I will not dwell over a thing that a duel has already solved. However, I have made promise to write of my apology here in the Whites, and so I repeat it here:
It should not always take a duel to realize our wrongs and move to right them. I have been rightly shown by my own Champion, Sir Jeffeth Bayweather, that I have made my own assumptions of the rest of the Cullers based on rumors and reputation. I apologize for those and the words I spoke against those Cullers not involved. It was rashly spoken. I am sorry.
It should not always take a duel to realize our wrongs and move to right them. I have been rightly shown by my own Champion, Sir Jeffeth Bayweather, that I have made my own assumptions of the rest of the Cullers based on rumors and reputation. I apologize for those and the words I spoke against those Cullers not involved. It was rashly spoken. I am sorry.
Written By Monique
May 10, 2019, 3:29 p.m.(1/28/1011 AR)
Relationship Note on Josephine
My dear, beloved Mistress Josephine has outdone herself yet AGAIN! The crown prize for the Redheaded Rebellion is a stygian work of wonder and I have asked myself (and the master of jewels herself) how ever I'm supposed to find the will to part with it. I SUPPOSE I shall consider this, whilst I ponder how best to repay my dearest friend for her selfless and sadistic kindness.
Written By Bhandn
May 10, 2019, 3:01 p.m.(1/28/1011 AR)
1/30/1011 AR
The date and time have been set for the meeting. I hope that this goes well. It will be important, nonetheless, which is why I felt it merits recording. It's been a long time since I felt anxious in this way, like I'm still squiring only this time I don't have someone to point the way to go. I worry that I'll be fumbling in the dark the whole way, but at the same time I think on just how many times I fumbled mounting a horse without overdoing it, before I finally learned to do it right.
The date and time have been set for the meeting. I hope that this goes well. It will be important, nonetheless, which is why I felt it merits recording. It's been a long time since I felt anxious in this way, like I'm still squiring only this time I don't have someone to point the way to go. I worry that I'll be fumbling in the dark the whole way, but at the same time I think on just how many times I fumbled mounting a horse without overdoing it, before I finally learned to do it right.
Written By Riagnon
May 10, 2019, 3 p.m.(1/28/1011 AR)
Relationship Note on Alessandro
When Marquis Mydas, Prince Ettore, etc. vacated the Acheron residence, he left behind a little-known mirror-lined room located just off of his former quarters. With those private rooms transformed into the offices of the Marquessa, the 'Shrine of Mirrors' remains shamefully neglected. Personal beliefs and hesitations aside, it's a comfort that Lord Alessandro has so graciously shown an interest in remedying this for us.
Written By Torian
May 10, 2019, 2:38 p.m.(1/28/1011 AR)
I'd like to document that I have learned today that because I am currently a successful merchant crafter, that at no time in my history was I ever hungry, fighting for food or shoes or the like. Through the blessings of the radiant one, all my past sufferings have ceased to have happened.
I owe a hardy thank you for such a gift.
I thank all of you as well, common and noble alike, who spend your money in the lowers or with the other Crafters. When you shop in my shop, whether you purchase a shoe, or the finest sharkskin bodice, or the thickest Cardian helm, your silver whether it's 10 silver or 10,000 pays for materials, assistants, transportation, and every piece along the way.
A piece for the skinner, a piece for the boy who scrubs the floor, a piece for the dock hand, and the ship's captain, and every man, woman, and child who's hands were put to the task along the way.
Your money spent feeds the working poor and puts clothes on their back. You may see a piece of clothing or of armor, some of them worth hundreds and thousands in silver. We common folk that make these things, however, see the food that puts on our tables and those of our friends, family, and staffers.
What profits remain the guild puts into helping poor folk start their trades, helping them acquire premises and the like. A good share of my own earnings help fund a school that houses, feeds, and teaches scores of orphans so that they won't be amongst those living the street life.
So I say again, thank you to all that contribute to the betterment of the common people by spending your coins, be it few or many, so that wealth can flow down from hand to hand to those that need it.
I owe a hardy thank you for such a gift.
I thank all of you as well, common and noble alike, who spend your money in the lowers or with the other Crafters. When you shop in my shop, whether you purchase a shoe, or the finest sharkskin bodice, or the thickest Cardian helm, your silver whether it's 10 silver or 10,000 pays for materials, assistants, transportation, and every piece along the way.
A piece for the skinner, a piece for the boy who scrubs the floor, a piece for the dock hand, and the ship's captain, and every man, woman, and child who's hands were put to the task along the way.
Your money spent feeds the working poor and puts clothes on their back. You may see a piece of clothing or of armor, some of them worth hundreds and thousands in silver. We common folk that make these things, however, see the food that puts on our tables and those of our friends, family, and staffers.
What profits remain the guild puts into helping poor folk start their trades, helping them acquire premises and the like. A good share of my own earnings help fund a school that houses, feeds, and teaches scores of orphans so that they won't be amongst those living the street life.
So I say again, thank you to all that contribute to the betterment of the common people by spending your coins, be it few or many, so that wealth can flow down from hand to hand to those that need it.
Written By Tikva
May 10, 2019, 2:03 p.m.(1/28/1011 AR)
One of the more difficult lessons a young nobleman can learn as he grows up in the world is the lesson of the dignity of his station. To understand that the honor of not only himself, but of a family name, of a House, his relations and his connections, relies upon his ability to ignore slights that are too far beneath him for him to respond. That if you rise to bait from rabble, it can bring you down to their level, and that if you permit those who rely on goading and insult to earn a reaction to get beneath your skin, you have given them an unearned victory by permitting them to bring you low.
I am tremendously proud of my son for demonstrating that he has begun to internalize that lesson, even at his tender years. His father did not always have the cool-headedness to show such restraint, though it is a dignity that I have seen often in the sober strength of his uncle Thesarin.
What possesses a grown man of any bloodline to attempt to callously bully a six-year-old is beyond me, but were it not for that absurd and buffoonish insolence, Tiber would not have demonstrated his public fortitude.
It is a lesson that we all must learn if we are to be credits to our houses. People will fling filth at you from below always; if you permit it to rattle you, you show yourself unworthy of your heights.
I am tremendously proud of my son for demonstrating that he has begun to internalize that lesson, even at his tender years. His father did not always have the cool-headedness to show such restraint, though it is a dignity that I have seen often in the sober strength of his uncle Thesarin.
What possesses a grown man of any bloodline to attempt to callously bully a six-year-old is beyond me, but were it not for that absurd and buffoonish insolence, Tiber would not have demonstrated his public fortitude.
It is a lesson that we all must learn if we are to be credits to our houses. People will fling filth at you from below always; if you permit it to rattle you, you show yourself unworthy of your heights.
Written By Aleksei
May 10, 2019, 1:54 p.m.(1/28/1011 AR)
Relationship Note on Orathy
You didn't need your playing field evened, Culler: steelsilk is even better to fight in than alaricite. You were just looking to scrape whatever advantage you could find. Not that it mattered.
But no, I'm not envious of you having people who would let you borrow some stuff. What a weird idea. I've got plenty of people who would stick their necks out for me if I needed help. I'm not too worried on that score.
But no, I'm not envious of you having people who would let you borrow some stuff. What a weird idea. I've got plenty of people who would stick their necks out for me if I needed help. I'm not too worried on that score.
Written By Gregory
May 10, 2019, 1:30 p.m.(1/28/1011 AR)
I keek having a suggestion about an extension to the academy, a place to drink and study, or have freindly discussions. I need to talk to Archscholar Sina about it. I mean, I also need to talk to her about taking my vows, and what project I want to work on as a scholar, but tea as usual takes priority. At least in my thoughts. What follows in my journals my not be suitable for those not fond of puns about tea. For those that get angry over such things, let us not brew emnitea!
Written By Rysen
May 10, 2019, 12:46 p.m.(1/28/1011 AR)
Relationship Note on Octavia
No one mentioned debate and testimony in any court save that of public opinion, as a means of finding the causes of unhappy effects.
I hope you will forgive me for dismissing the advice of a self-professed tyrant, who advocates for violence over truth.
I hope you will forgive me for dismissing the advice of a self-professed tyrant, who advocates for violence over truth.
Written By Lisebet
May 10, 2019, 10:59 a.m.(1/27/1011 AR)
It is strange to think that a week has passed so quickly.
I spent a week in the Shrine of the Thirteenth, reflecting. It's very difficult to not reflect there, as there are so many mirrors. The benches are in general not very soft, but they are very polished. Archlector Vayne's consulting office is quite lovely and the lemon-ginger tea is delicious.
I learned quite a bit in this week. I learned that I missed my family, both new and old, even when they came to visit several times. I am glad they did, that they turned to me when a small bit of assistance was needed. I hope that I was able to help.
I learned about the Thirteenth and Vellichor, about some of the similarities and thought-provoking ideas from discussion with the Archlector, as well as several others, some Mirrormasks and some not. I gained and shared knowledge, which I believe is always something to be glad of.
About myself? I discovered that I am a very social creature which is perhaps no surprise, not even to me. I missed the random interactions that did not happen as much as I am used to, the casual conversations and flirtations that go on, almost always during a regular day. I missed some of my favourite clothing and places. By the end of the week, I was very glad to have Harlan arrive to walk me back home. The snow was not so deep as I had feared it might be, so at least it was not over my head.
I am not certain yet if I am meant to swear to Vellichor as a Disciple. There is still thought to be had around that - I am certain that I am not meant to be godsworn, at least not while I still have family and youth. Children - most definitely - are in my future. Sooner rather than later.
I know it is possible to become a disciple, and still be married and have children, at least for disciples of Vellichor. I know, because I know some who have done so. One of the main questions I was reflecting on - is this the path for me? This question is still unanswered, but I have gained an appreciation of why that is, and some of my own personal concerns.
I am looking forward to future conversations on this and many other topics.
I spent a week in the Shrine of the Thirteenth, reflecting. It's very difficult to not reflect there, as there are so many mirrors. The benches are in general not very soft, but they are very polished. Archlector Vayne's consulting office is quite lovely and the lemon-ginger tea is delicious.
I learned quite a bit in this week. I learned that I missed my family, both new and old, even when they came to visit several times. I am glad they did, that they turned to me when a small bit of assistance was needed. I hope that I was able to help.
I learned about the Thirteenth and Vellichor, about some of the similarities and thought-provoking ideas from discussion with the Archlector, as well as several others, some Mirrormasks and some not. I gained and shared knowledge, which I believe is always something to be glad of.
About myself? I discovered that I am a very social creature which is perhaps no surprise, not even to me. I missed the random interactions that did not happen as much as I am used to, the casual conversations and flirtations that go on, almost always during a regular day. I missed some of my favourite clothing and places. By the end of the week, I was very glad to have Harlan arrive to walk me back home. The snow was not so deep as I had feared it might be, so at least it was not over my head.
I am not certain yet if I am meant to swear to Vellichor as a Disciple. There is still thought to be had around that - I am certain that I am not meant to be godsworn, at least not while I still have family and youth. Children - most definitely - are in my future. Sooner rather than later.
I know it is possible to become a disciple, and still be married and have children, at least for disciples of Vellichor. I know, because I know some who have done so. One of the main questions I was reflecting on - is this the path for me? This question is still unanswered, but I have gained an appreciation of why that is, and some of my own personal concerns.
I am looking forward to future conversations on this and many other topics.
Written By Peri
May 10, 2019, 8:43 a.m.(1/27/1011 AR)
Relationship Note on Morgan
Our youngest cousin and thrill-seeker is in town.
Written By Arcadia
May 10, 2019, 8:23 a.m.(1/27/1011 AR)
It's scouting day, today.
It's scouting day, today.
High-ho, a cheery-o!
It's scouting day today!
It's scouting day, today.
High-ho, a cheery-o!
It's scouting day today!
Written By Valenzo
May 10, 2019, 7:06 a.m.(1/27/1011 AR)
I've been thinking about the Mage of Second Chances lately. It's that time of year.
In the tales, she earned her title because of her power over time, but I occasionally wonder if it didn't mean more.
Was she forgiving? What would a hero of mine have thought of a poor shit like me, who has made choices (some I don't even remember) that sometimes seem irreversible?
I was in no position to find out while she still lived, by any measure, but...it still hurts to think I'll never know.
In the tales, she earned her title because of her power over time, but I occasionally wonder if it didn't mean more.
Was she forgiving? What would a hero of mine have thought of a poor shit like me, who has made choices (some I don't even remember) that sometimes seem irreversible?
I was in no position to find out while she still lived, by any measure, but...it still hurts to think I'll never know.
Written By Duarte
May 10, 2019, 4:25 a.m.(1/27/1011 AR)
I have a plant growing out of my arm. It's the damnedest thing.
Written By Dariel
May 10, 2019, 2:55 a.m.(1/27/1011 AR)
I arrived at Arx in winter and it seems I'm leaving for a bit during winter too. Of course Pridehall couldn't be without my performance for that long. So I'm travelling back to star on the stage and make sure they don't forget me.
I will be back to the city soon enough.
I will be back to the city soon enough.
Written By Octavia
May 10, 2019, 12:16 a.m.(1/27/1011 AR)
I wish to advise all peers that the place of debate and testimony in court is to decide matters of importance, such as property disputes, questions of guilt or innocence, or especially contested divorces. It is not an acceptable venue to determine which house slighted which lord, no matter how confident you might be in your debating skills.
Just stab each other like civilized people.
Just stab each other like civilized people.
Written By Octavia
May 10, 2019, 12:02 a.m.(1/27/1011 AR)
It is no secret that I never sought rulership myself. I know my own limitations, and as my father's voice, I was a notorious tyrant. When Ford passed, I seriously considered titling myself Lady Regent, or Marquessa Regent, rather than taking the landed title myself. Since making my decision, I've kept quiet about it, out of respect for Ford and for Darion.
The truth is that a fourteen year regency is a rule in its own right, and a rule longer than my brother's was. Equally true is that Kennex has shed the shackles of its past, and thus I have the right to hold the title of Marquessa. My silence has resulted in some confusion.
I am ending the confusion now. I am not Lord Darion's regent. I am his salt mother and his liege, and he is my heir. I have no intent of having children of my own, so the line of succession will not change, nor will the voices, ministers, or sword of Stormward.
The truth is that a fourteen year regency is a rule in its own right, and a rule longer than my brother's was. Equally true is that Kennex has shed the shackles of its past, and thus I have the right to hold the title of Marquessa. My silence has resulted in some confusion.
I am ending the confusion now. I am not Lord Darion's regent. I am his salt mother and his liege, and he is my heir. I have no intent of having children of my own, so the line of succession will not change, nor will the voices, ministers, or sword of Stormward.
Written By Cambria
May 9, 2019, 11:56 p.m.(1/27/1011 AR)
One should not allow their heart to be a slave to their failings.
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