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Written By Korka

Jan. 3, 2020, 1:10 a.m.(6/27/1012 AR)

Relationship Note on Sydney

Sounds like you need a drink.

Written By Zoey

Jan. 3, 2020, 12:34 a.m.(6/27/1012 AR)

I feel as though something in the air has changed, but whether it is simply the coming of summer or something more, I do not know.
Thank the gods this babe is coming soon.

Written By Eirene

Jan. 2, 2020, 10:41 p.m.(6/27/1012 AR)

To my pleasant surprise, not -all- my friends are dead. Good. Some are still alive and kicking and fighting the good fight.

Written By Cambria

Jan. 2, 2020, 9:34 p.m.(6/27/1012 AR)

Human nature is never in need of help when it comes lying to oneself or to others concerning the dark truth of one's behavior. For if there's one thing all men and women share, it's the tendency to delusion.

Written By Rosalind

Jan. 2, 2020, 8:39 p.m.(6/27/1012 AR)

Lady Monique held a mud wrestling event. It was great! What Aella might not find so great? The muddy prints I left throughout the halls. I mean...that I didn't. Was the dog.

Written By Gabriella

Jan. 2, 2020, 7:30 p.m.(6/27/1012 AR)

My dreams have been particularly unpleasant of late. It is, actually, somewhat interesting, if perhaps in the morbid way one feels when they brush up against the fact of their imminent mortality.

Especially fascinating, as stray entries in these very Whites seem to indicate I am not alone in this.

Written By Valdemar

Jan. 2, 2020, 4:21 p.m.(6/26/1012 AR)

It has been a busy, but rewarding, week of meeting new people and establishing new relationships. I greatly look forward to seeing what comes of it all.

Written By Sydney

Jan. 2, 2020, 1:06 p.m.(6/26/1012 AR)

Let it be known that there are few things more mortifying than marching through the Ward of the Crown dressed only in the small-clothes one intended to exercise in.

In the future, I endeavor to at least don my clothing before storming about.

The stares. The pointing. Kindly purge them from my memory.

Written By Preston

Jan. 2, 2020, 10:52 a.m.(6/26/1012 AR)

There seems to have been some surprise at my presence at a Mirrormask event most recently. There are always Templars at such events, and whatever else I am, I think we can all agree I am a Templar. Why? Because our duty is to protect all who follow the Faith, to protect all our holy places. The majority of the Templars and the Faith Militant are, yes, of the Orthodoxy. As I am. If I can be bold, I might even say I am one of the most orthodox voices in Arx - it is no surprise that the Grandmaster of the Templars might be considered among the leading voices of it. And yes, our style of worship tends not to favour such open doubt as often practiced by Mirrormasks, who tend to come from Lycene traditions. We tend to worry that open doubt might lead people to mistaken doubt. That to revel in it might lead to questions not of oneself, or ones place in the world, but questions about the fundamentals of the world. Those things that should not be questioned.

That event, looked after by Sister Dianna, urged self reflection. And no, I did not participate - I still undertake my consideration of Tehom in private, as is the style I was brought up with - but what I saw was an outpouring of worship for the Gods from the Faithful. Was it the style I prefer? No. But does that invalidate it? No. Because the lines of acceptability are so clearly set by the Faith, we know that all within that is then discussion between friends, between brothers and sisters. And we know that in discussing the truths each of us hold, we might find a purer and more complete truth.

Lycene Liberalism preaches for us to take risks in pursuit of that which we don't yet have. Oathlands Orthodoxy preaches caution and tradition, guardianship of what we have. Grayson Pragmatism urges a middle path, acceptance of realities to allow the Faith to achieve the most good. There are exceptions in situations to these truths. And all three do not hold equal balance in the Faith - perhaps you would expect to hear this from one of the Orthodoxy, which is the largest of the three, but I think the current balance works. Our focus must always be on protecting what we have, those for whom we have an obligation. To do this we need to deal to be able to work with people in real terms, to be pragmatic. And we must, at times, be pushed from our comfort to strive for what we may not yet have, but which can allow us to protect our people better.

The Orthodoxy holds the core of our mission, the foundation of our Faith. I remain devoted to the path it lays out. It remains the style of worship that brings me joy as well as comfort and inspiration. But that does not mean I do not value the input and worship of my brothers and sisters of other paths. Still. To upset the existing balance between the paths would, I believe, be a mistake whatever happens with Great Houses or other Kingdoms.

Written By Miranda

Jan. 2, 2020, 10:44 a.m.(6/26/1012 AR)

When I've gone off to fight enemies, I never really spend much time or energy 'hating' them. They're just enemies of Arx or of my House or of my Vassal or some such. They need dealing with.

But this Butcher?

I could seriously learn to hate this guy. He is so irritating! I mean, just go away already!

... In the meantime, I'm meeting some interesting people who are of like-minds.

... I dunno. Might be too much trouble to think more of him than I would a roach that needs squishing.

Written By Ephrath

Jan. 2, 2020, 8:54 a.m.(6/26/1012 AR)

I woke with a song in my head and the unsettling imagery it provoked.

There must have been a crow outside my window to inspire such thoughts.

Seven and twenty blackbirds,
All set down to die.

Didn't I hear something about dead crows not long ago?

Written By Llewella

Jan. 2, 2020, 7:51 a.m.(6/26/1012 AR)

Relationship Note on Rey

Over the past year in Arx I have met with several potential proteges. Some where pleasant meetings and close matches, others were far and away not what I was seeking. Or, let us be honest, I was not what they were seeking. That has changed.

This week I met with Lady Rey Laveer. In her I see so much of myself. Her desire to help her family, the need to create art to provide hope and inspiration.

So I am very pleased to write that Lady Rey has accepted my offer of Patronage. I am eagerly looking forward to see what she does for herself and Laveer.

Written By Juliette

Jan. 1, 2020, 11:43 p.m.(6/25/1012 AR)

1 part rose petals
1 part boiling water
1/4 part dried lavendar blossoms
1 phial of refined alcohol

Combine lavendar blossoms and alcohol in a glass jar and seal for one week. Shake daily.

On day seven, pour boiling water over rose petals layered stop cheesecloth, straining into a copper container.

Tie off cheesecloth to form a rose petals sachet and leave to steep in water 18-24 hours before removal.

Combine rose water and lavendar infused alcohol for a nicely scented wash or parfum.

Written By Saya

Jan. 1, 2020, 5:37 p.m.(6/25/1012 AR)

I DON'T LIKE SINGING. STOP. SINGING. YOUR STUPID BLACK BIRDS DON'T EVEN LIKE PENNIES.

Written By Lisebet

Jan. 1, 2020, 5:20 p.m.(6/25/1012 AR)

Relationship Note on Cambria

An hour without asking a question? I fear I should have to be mute.

It is nigh impossible, given the questions I constantly ask.

Written By Lisebet

Jan. 1, 2020, 5:19 p.m.(6/25/1012 AR)

I dislike when my sleep is disturbed by dreams that are sad. Especially when I feel that there must be something I am missing, something I can do.

Of course, it's very odd when they seem to be related to a place I've never been. But there are people there, in my dream, who are familiar. I wonder if perhaps I should stop eating ginger cake before bed.

Written By Cyril

Jan. 1, 2020, 5:09 p.m.(6/25/1012 AR)

When down came blackbirds and pecked off the liars nose.

Written By Martino

Jan. 1, 2020, 4:22 p.m.(6/24/1012 AR)

Relationship Note on Roxana

I can assure you Princess and Cousin that it is Lady Eirene and your sister. Still as sardonic, direct and forward as you would have expected while in Southport.

She seemed to be... pleased.

Written By Amund

Jan. 1, 2020, 8:27 a.m.(6/24/1012 AR)

Relationship Note on Tyrus

Welcome back. It is good to be out in the wild at times.

Written By Lenne

Jan. 1, 2020, 2:53 a.m.(6/23/1012 AR)

I fear there's no denying that I've been in rather a black depression, of late. And I certainly have tried to deny it. I suppose it was bound to happen. As I was warned, Arx was a cruel place, to so naive a girl as I. I thought I was ready for that, but it struck from directions I didn't expect. Which is probably the point. I try to claw out of it, and write my journals to try to buoy myself, or goad myself into action, and sometimes it works, for a time. Mostly, it seems I just go right back under.

Things will not get better, if I hide.
All the things that are going so very right did not erase the thing that's a disaster.

Jules is undoubtedly correct, as he often is about these things. I'd best make the first move, to heal my broken heart, because it will not be coming, otherwise.
What use is pride, if you're miserable?

I may not have kicked the fences down, but they still need to be mended. And so I will try to at least start.

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